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d e s t i n y ❁ a g e t w e n t y t w o

dear pa,

i finally had the courage to open that box mum was meant to give me.

how were you so stupid?

all these years, all the lies.

why did you do this to yourself?

were mum and i not good enough for you?

weren't your friends, fans, family and team good enough?

i fell for everyone's lies.

i thought you were still alive, somewhere working to keep mum and i alive.

you were so young and decided to give up so soon.

why, pa?

arthur and i moved in together,

and oma and opa died in a car crash.

their van from the retirement home was taking them somewhere and it crashed into a car of stupid teenagers who decided to have a race with their sports' cars.

i didn't know about it until one week later when arthur had the guts to tell me.

i've lost basically everyone i love,

and i feel so alone.

the only people i have left is arthur and uncle marco, even though i haven't talked to him since last year.

at least i know the truth now.

love,

destiny.