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Ashton's POV

I can't believe I let this happen. I sat in my car and drove towards the Emergency Room while Molly sat in the passenger seat, not saying a word. There was silence throughout the car, but you could occasionally hear Molly's deep breaths. 

'Are you okay?' I looked over at her, but she didn't even flinch 'Molly you gotta speak to me, holding it in is only gonna make things worse..'

'Make things worse?' She snapped 'How could me not speaking to you possibly make things worse? The only reason we're going to the damn hospital is because YOU broke her heart. If it wasn't for you, she wouldn't of gone over to your house and this would't have happened.'

As much as I hated to admit it, she was right. It was just as much my fault as the person who actually hit her. 

We pulled up to the doors of the ER and Molly got out the car without another word. I parked up and followed her in.

'Beckett..Sabrina Beckett. I'm her..uh..friend' I stuttered to the nurse. 

'I'm afraid it's family only' She replied

'She has no family here' Molly said bluntly 'Her brothers an abusive drunk and her mum is also an alcoholic so god knows where either of them. We're all she has' She didn't even blink as she spoke. 

'Okay fine, but only you two, no more. Sabrina is currently in Surgery. Take a seat in the waiting room and we'll let you know as soon as we have an update' The nurse spoke softly

We said thanks and made our way to the almost empty waiting room. I went to take a seat when Molly grabbed my arm and pulled me towards her.

'If she dies' She whispered through gritted teeth 'It's on you, Irwin'

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Molly walked back into the waiting room and sighed 'She's asking for you..'

I got up before Molly could finish and rushed towards Sabrina's patient room. I pushed past a few people before coming up to her door. I took a deep breath before opening the door, only to be greeted by her beautiful smile. 

'Oh my god Sabrina, I'm so sorry I let this happen'

'Ashton, it's okay, I'm okay. But I've go-' She said in a weak voice, only making me feel worse

'Shut up a second, will you? I've been a shit boyfriend to you recently, and I know I can't call myself that anymore because we ended, but that doesn't change the way I feel about you. Sticking up for Emily was probably the stupidest thing I've ever done, apart from dating her' She giggled lightly at my words as I took her hand in mine 'I know that you forgiving me is a real long shot, but asking is worth a try. Sabrina Marie Beckett, you are the most beautiful girl I've ever met, and I've met millions. Wait no that sounded so bad I meant my fans oh dear god what have I done I've messed up so bad like-'

She laughed at my mumbling and smiled 'Just get the point you idiot'

'Right. No words will ever be able to describe how much you mean to me, and like yeah we met what, two months ago? But it kinda feels like I've known you a lot longer than that. Wow that was cringy. I know that this is a really really big ask, and I'm not saying that everything is gonna go back to normal..but can you please find it in you to forgive me? And I promise that nothing like this is ever going to happen to you again..' I stroked her bandaged head and looked into her eyes

'Of course I forgive you Ash' She kissed my hand as I laughed at the feeling of relief shooting through my body

'So we cool, BreeBree?'

'Deffo. But I need to tell you something..'

'Anything' Worry took over my body

'I uh..'

'What is it?' I asked

'I'm hungry' She smirked 

'Dude, I literally just shat myself. I'll go get you some Jello or something' I kissed her head and left the room. Things were finally looking up for Sabrina and I.

I just needed to know who did this to her, so I can make sure they don't even think about laying a finger on her again. 

But who the hell would do something so harsh?

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see its funny bc we all know the answer to that question and he doesn't poor bubba ashton

i think that was like one of the cringiest chapters ive written but im in a cute mushy mood so stfu ok

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