Poems

mad poem

When im in pain you can see it in my eyes as I smile like everything just all fine you may think its ok to lie all the time but dont say anything when its my time and your gonna miss all our good times now that I know you was that type of guy a bandaid aint gonna fix a scar full of lies to think I changed a guy for once but ig I was just fooling myself imma let a guy be a guy for once but If I say good bye dont think im falling for it and If I find another guy that will treat me like a one of a kind your gonna be sorry for wasting my time I'm here for you and only your time don't play games and use me as a side its weird how I called you special when all you are is something stressful never deal with a guy that's not worthy bcuz all they want is something to keep them busy to think I had a loyal guy but ig that was also a lil fantasy of mine you maybe my fine but iont want a player I need a ride or die going to grow up and imma start making my own decisions in life iont have time to watch over you all the time its gonna be a time Imma give up and stop going easy on you and you have one more time to mess up bcuz when im gone your gonna say I fucked up I cant even sleep at night to think being with you will make my future all bright but ig my light just became my darkness never again I will never believe I had faithful bf