suicide

The Bullies

I got to school before the bell and I went to my locker I look up to see a hot new freshman and he was walking my way I panicked and looked down "do you know where Mr. Phillips class room is?" He said as I slowly looked up at him to see his beautiful bright blue eyes " yeah follow me." We made it to class just in time we sat down when the bell rang " alright everyone sit down we have a new student to day Justin will you please stand up and tell everyone about your self?" " well me and my dad moved into the big house by the park and now I go here" he said as everyone looked at him with shock. After class was over I asked him for his schedule to see what class he has next when I looked down and saw that we have the same classes "well looks like you're stuck with me for this year as we  are walking to Mrs. Edwards class I bumped in to Hanna and her friends they have been bulling me ever since the 7th grade "oh my god look girls if it isn't Alex the little emo girl who cuts her self" she said as her friends start laughing when I tried to walk around them she pushed me into the lockers and made me hit my head and fell to the floor. "Are you okay" Justin said has he held out his hand "yeah I'm fine" I said as I started to cry, he picked me up and took me to the nurse "hi nurse Abby" as I got an ice pack from the freezer "I'm sorry honey I really am". "Its okay can we have a pass to go back to class "yeah here you go" as she handed us the pass we walked to class. When I walked into class I saw Hanna and her friends whispering than laughing. I put my head down and walked to my seat  when I sat down I got hit in the head by a piece of paper with something on it when I opened it it said LOSER all over it. when class was over I walked to class and everyone was looking at me and whispering. I ran in to the girls bathroom and I bumped into Hanna "oh my god look how it is what did you come in here to cut your self?" she said as they were laughing Hanna started walking to me and she pushed me down laughed and walked away while her friends fallowed her. I ran into a stall and started to cry the bell rang to get to class I didn't go instead I went home.

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When I got home I ran into my room and cried myself to sleep. When I woke up it was 3:35am I noticed my dad wasn't home he was probably with some girl he met at the bar. I walked into the bathroom and took a shower I washed my hair and body when I got out I saw one of my razors, I picked it up and slid it across my thigh a couple of times before I heard to front door open and close I heard a girl giggling and footsteps go into my dads room so I cleaned myself up and walked down stairs. When I got into the kitchen I made me something to eat and went back upstairs and got on Facebook. I saw that Hanna posted something about me so I read it "Omg did you guys see what Alex was wearing lol she looked like a boy that slept in the trash." I started to cry so I closed my laptop and cried myself to sleep again.