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Heylo!

So I haven't been that active lately, and I wanted to publish the parts is already written so they wouldn't be staring me in the face.

The reason I've been so absent is a few things.

One of them is school
Another is family drama
And another one is my relationship status

On Saturday my boyfriend of two and a half months broke up with me. He told me that I wasn't taking the relationship seriously, and that I was an immature child who just wanted to brag about being taken. He said that he didn't want to be with someone who would end up hurting him, and that's why he broke up. Apparently our late night conversations meant nothing to me. According to him, anyway.

I know this sounds like I want you to feel sorry for me, but it's not. When he told me those things, I slammed my front door in his face, ran to my room and slammed the door. I broke into tears and couldn't stop.

This boy whom I spent two wonderful months with broke me. When he said those things I felt like a hole had been ripped into my chest.

I loved him a lot, and I really thought our relationship was going to last. I told him so much personal stuff because of the trust I had in him. Then he threw my heart away.

I tried to text him and call him but he wouldn't pick up.

I almost resorted to self harm because it hurt so much.

Then his mother called me and told me that he had told her everything. I talked to her and she cried a little as well. Her and I were like a mother and daughter.

Then he showed up earlier this(Sunday) morning and asked if I was okay.

I told him to look at my appearance and judge for himself. He said he was sorry and didn't want me to feel this way. I told him it was too late and then he started yelling at me.

He called me things and reminded me of past things that had happened.

Just so y'all know, it takes a lot of trust for me to tell anyone what happened in the past. I told him everything, that's how much I trusted him.

So if I don't update anything for a while, that's probably why. I'm not looking for sympathy, I just needed someone to rant to.

Thanks for taking the time too listen, it means a lot.

See you in the next chapter, smexy unicorns.

❤️💛💚💙💜

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