(A/N
TRIGGER WARNING!!!
I made this up myself because I wanted a fluffy Castiel thing. So, I spent half of my day planning this, and I quite like how it turned out.
Enjoy!)
"Cas?" You asked quietly, coming into the living room from your bedroom.
It was cold in the bunker that night, and Cas was sitting on the couch trying to read a book.
"Y/N. What can I do for you?"
"I just wanted to come see you." You replied, perching on the couch with one leg over the other.
No, I had a nightmare and want you to cuddle with me. You think.
"Come here, Y/N." Castiel said, reading your thoughts and he opened his arms and you fell into them.
Then you started bawling your eyes out and telling Cas about your nightmare.
"I dreamed that Sam and Dean killed me, and when I came back, you tried to kill me too."
Castiel kissed your forehead. "That will never happen."
You had always had a bit of a crush on Cas, but you could never tell him.
You curled closer into his side as you sobbed quietly.
"I also had one last night."
Cas looked down at you. "Tell me, Y/N. What happened in that one?"
"I dreamed that I was still at home; with my parents. I dreamed that my dad was abusive and my mother couldn't give a rats ass. I remember... Trying to kill myself... Hurting myself."
You were now shivering. "Thinking I wasn't perfect enough. Believing that I was so imperfect that nobody could stand me."
Castiel seemed to be listening to every word. Then he gazed at your wrists. Visible scars criss crossed your arms.
"I could heal those. If you wanted me too," he added quickly.
You shook your head. "They remind me that I'm strong. That no one can hurt me or bring me down. But I still think about it."
"You were close to doing it last night." Cas said suddenly.
Of course, the Angel could read your mind. You' forgotten about that.
"I was. And I did." You lifted up your sleeve to show him the fresh mark. It was so deep, the blood seeped through the gauze.
"Y/N, please, let me heal that." Castiel looked desperate.
"Okay."
Carefully Cas removed the gauze and placed two fingers on the cut.
You winced as the pain intensified and then receded.
"Thank you, Cas."
He gazed at you. "I was self conscious too." He said, holding your hand, intertwining your fingers with his. "I was scared that the other Angels and some humans would laugh at how small my wings are."
"Aren't all angel wings big?" You asked.
"Sometimes. Archangel wings are much bigger than anyone else's wings." He explained.
"Castiel?"
"Yes?"
"Will you... Can you... Will you show me your wings?"
He looked away. "Are you sure?"
"You don't have to if you don't want to."
"No, I do, I just..."
You rubbed your thumb on his cheek. "I won't laugh. I promise."
He sighed. Then he got up.
A bright light flooded through and his wings showed.
Big, black, beautiful wings littered the bunker walls.
"Cas..." You breathed, taken away by their beauty. "They... They're amazing."
He blushed.
"May I touch them?"
He nodded. "Sure."
You gulped and took a pace towards him. His wings felt like silk. Soft and gentle.
He sighed at the feeling of you touching his wings.
"Oops!"
You held out a black feather in your palm. "I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to pull it out!"
He chuckled, letting his wings hide. "You didn't. Angels give their feathers to the one they love."
You gazed into his bright blue eyes.
"You- you love me?"
"How could I not? You are perfect. Beautiful."
You blushed. "Thanks, Castiel."
He kissed your lips. "Anytime."
You sat down on the couch and fell asleep with your head on his chest, still clutching his feather.
As you drifted off to sleep you head him say quietly, "I love you, Y/N, forever."
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Cute and kind of sad Castiel fluff!!!
Hope you liked it.
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