I hugged my doll watching kids play at a park from my room from concealed windows wearing a white gown like every kid in the asylum. I saw a orange haired boy sitting underneath a tree reading a book. I was staring at him and thought he looked just like my doll. I scanned the boy seeing he was tan and I guess he is a book worm. For some reason I fell head over heels for him and smiled.
I heard my locked door open to see a nurse looking at me. "Ren time to see your doctor." She stated sounding kind and polite. I put my doll down in his chair and followed the nurse.
As I walked through the corridor I heard children crying out for their parents and in pain. I blocked them out. I keep following the nurse as many nurses took children to their confined rooms to stay away from 'normal' people.
I entered my doctors room to see pictures of skeletons and a seeing eye picture. I lied down on the chair ready for therapy. I shut my eyes napping thinking of the boy I saw.
I heard the door open and opened my eyes to see the doctor setting down his things. He sat down with a clipboard in hand ready to take notes. "Ok Ren I think you're ready to tell me about your past, but first can you tell me how long we have been seeing each other?" He questioned staring at his clipboard his glasses reflecting the paper. "We have been seeing each other for 5 years." I said slightly smiling. "Ok now tell me about your past." He said jotting down some things. " when I was 5 my mother and father didn't get along well. They would sometimes yell at each other and it would sometimes turn into a physical fight I would be outside staring into the forest hugging my doll. I didn't get along with my parents well either. One night I snuck one of my father's axes and killed my parents and saw weird things everywhere around me. So that's all I remember from my past sir the rest was being in a plain white room." I said laying in the chair. I saw him jotting down more things. He got up and grabbed some ink pictures. "Ok now tell me what you see in these pictures." He said and showed me a picture. "I see a bodyless child's head." I said He showed me another. "A needle and thread." I said plainly. "Ok last one." He said showing me another one. "I see a axe." I said starring out the window. He nodded his head. "Ok your nurse will be in here in a little to give you medicine for your mental condition.
I waited wanting to yell at the doctor but thought different. I saw the nurse enter the room. She gave me one of the pills and I took it. I felt dizzy and past out falling to the ground.
I awoke to see myself killing my parents. I smiled pulling my hair out of my face then I realized that wasn't me killing my parents. She looked different her skin was paler than me her hair was a darker shade of blonde and her eyes were darker and duller like she was dead. She was wearing a lime green shirt that was wrinkly and the left sleeve was ripped off and she was wearing blue shorts that were wrinkled too.
She sowed their mouths shut with silver thread and got my father's axe out and chopped their heads off and grabbed both of them and walked over to me smiling a gigantic smile drooling her eyes blood shot. She put both of their faces in my face and said in a low sadistic voice. "I'm you."
She said I smiled slowly.
I woke up to see the ceiling of my room. I got up and saw my doll staring out the window. I got up and grabbed my doll and stared out the window hoping to see my new found crush. I saw him on a swing talking to a girl I could barely see a blush dusted upon her cheeks. I glared throwing imaginary daggers into the back of her head.
Something was different about my crush he looked older. I looked at my self and saw I was a bit paler. I looked at my room door to see a nurse there. "Miss how long have I been asleep?" I asked hugging my doll tighter. "For 2 years all the staff thought you were dead but you had a pulse and a heart beat so we let you say here." She said a bit shocked. My jaw hit the floor when she said that. I looked back out the window and sat down in the only chair in the room and stared at my crush.
6 years past and I was still staring outside the window for the past few years my hands have been twitching wanting to kill someone but I have been waiting for my crush to come to the park but he hasn't been visiting as much as he used to and he has been around that girl more often too. I was extremely jealous but I know he wouldn't love that girl.
I rubbed my chin from the drool dripping down my chin. I have been drooling a lot lately and I been becoming paler and paler and more lifeless the more I wait here.
I heard the door to my room open and my nurse who was older came in my room and smiled at me. "Dear we are letting you go so get your doll and follow me, ok?" I nodded my head slowly and got out of my chair and fell back I was extremely tired and weak. I tried to get up again and grabbed my doll and walked over to the nurse slowly. There was a small smile on my face I was finally going to meet my crush. The nurse gave me some clothes and told me to put them on. I went to get dressed I put on a lime green long sleeve shirt and light blue shorts on and hugged my doll and ran out of the asylum.
I ran to the park looking for my crush. I saw him on the other side of the street with the girl I ran into the road to see him but when I was in the middle of the street he kisses the girl. I stopped in my tracks and stared tears in the corner of my eyes. I heard screeching noises and screaming but I couldn't move and everything went black.
I awoke to see black I tried to push off what was above me and it took me a bit but I got out to see I was in a coffin and roses were everywhere and and I saw my doll lying on the tombstone I grabbed it and ran for my old home looking for it.
I ran into my house and looked around the house dust was everywhere and everything was run down I ran into the garage and scanned the room and found my father's axe and walked into my parents room and looked in my mother's jewelry box and pulled out two silver hair clips and pulled my hair out of my face and clipped them there and saw two brown buttons and a needle and silver thread.
I ran out of my house and ran to see my crushes friend. I jumped into her house though her window and quietly walked to her room. I saw birthday cards on her mantle and I saw it had Samantha on it. I smirked and quietly walked up the stairs so the stairs wouldn't squeak. I saw Samantha's bedroom door open and saw her lying in her bed sleeping.
I walked over to her bed and pulled out my needle and thread and started to sew her mouth tightly shut. She winced in her sleep but didn't wake up. I grabbed her and pulled her out of her bed. She woke up struggling in my grip. I smirked and lied her down on the ground and pinned her down with my foot.
She looked like a bug. I held my axe up in the air getting ready to chop her head off. She cried scared I hit her neck and blood flowed out of her neck as she cried in pain but it was muffled. I hit again and blood flew into my clothes and face. I smiled and licked the blood off of my face and looked for her phone. I found it and looked for a text to my crush and found it and smiled. I texted "hey I'm coming over in a little :-)." I waited for a reply and I heard a bing noise I checked the message and it said "ok see you soon." I smiled and grabbed Samantha's head and slung my axe over my shoulder and walked to my crushes home.
When I got there the lights were on and I could see a silhouette of him in a window. I walked to the door and knocked on it to hear shuffling. He opened the door smiling it then faded when he saw me. "who are you?" He said just a tad bit of fear in his voice. I smiled "Why my name is Ren." I pushed him out my way and locked the front door and grabbed his neck and smiled a sadistic smile. He stared fear written all over his face. "And if I can't have you then no one can." I said smiling. His eyes widened as he struggled in my grip. "You know the girl you kissed when a girl was standing in the road and died?" I asked tilting my head a little. He nodded his head slowly. "Well you want to see her?" I said showing him her head. He stared at her tears streaming down his face. I dropped her head and pulled out the two brown buttons that matches his eyes and dragged him to a couch and put the buttons down and stitched his mouth shut slowly. He cried in pain and tried to push me off of him. I finished and grabbed one of the buttons on the table and stitched over one of his eyes. Blood dripped over my hands. He gave up and whimpered once in awhile. I finished sawing both his eyes shut with the buttons and whispered in his ear. "See you on the flip side." And chopped his head off.
I grabbed his head and stared at it and smiled sweetly. "I love you and I'll miss you." I said as I kissed him goodbye.
