My Dear Old Friend

Bad mistakes? I've made a few

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Rachel POV
I woke up to the sound of snoring. I open my eyes slowly as I take in my surroundings. My head hurts like hell. What the heck did I do? I turn to the snoring and I see Finn, with no shirt. Oh crap, it's all coming back to me now. But just to be sure

*checks under the cover

Great, I'm naked too. Shit, shit shit, this was such a mistake! I get up cautiously so I don't wake up Finn, but he's a heavy sleeper. I put on my dress, then I grab my underwear that's on the floor and I can't find my bag. I head to the door and I take a quick look back to see Finns bare chest rise up and down slowly in sync with his breathing. I go over to him and kiss his forehead and then I leave. I'm in so much trouble.
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A couple hours later
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Finn POV

Rachel.

I only had a couple drinks so I'm not as hungover, but I remember everything from last night. The drinks, the dancing, the kissing that led to the sex, speaking of which. I feel the spot next to me empty. I sit up wondering if maybe I was dreaming, but then I look under the covers and I know it wasn't a dream. But if it wasn't, where's Rachel?
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Rachel POV
I passed by the hotel to shower and change my clothes. I feel like crap. I walk in to find a note on the bed, and Adams suitcase

I'm not leaving yet, you're coming with me in a week, we're staying, together

I feel so bad, I just cheated on my fiancé with my ex high school sweetheart. What the hell am I suppose to tell him? Especially now that I know Quinn's back. I can't handle this, I need girl talk

Santana
Meet me at the Lima bean in an hour

I text as I strip myself and jump in the shower. As I wash my body I think of all the stupid thing I've done. There's a lot, and then I think of all the times I felt happy, there's a few, and some of those few memories have a man who loves me very much, or loved. My feelings feel so conflicted. I step out after who knows how long, and I wrap a towel around me.

Knock knock

Maybe Adam left his key. I walk over to the door and find the person who I least wanted to see
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I was sitting in the Lima bean talking to one of her old friends. She seems to know a lot of bad things about her. I feel so mad, especially when she tells me about him. God! I can't even say his name without wanting to run him over

"Yeah so they use to date, well if you count sex as dating then yeah, but the point is he still has feelings for her and we can't let her know, I mean it's bad enough they saw each other last night"  she tells me as she late my hand

I feel so pissed off at them, yes both of them. What I don't understand is, why didn't she tell me any if this? Does she still love him?

"Thank you for telling me Quinn" I thank, because now I know the truth
"Now problem as her friend, I need to protect her from him" she smiles
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Rachel POV
I'm in a towel opening the door for my ex-lover

"What do you want Finn" I ask trying to cover myself

He walks in and closes the door

"An explanation to this morning, and last night" he said
"As fas as I know last night never happened" I say
"How can you say that Rachel? We both know last night meant some thing" Finn yells

I turn to face him

"It can't mean anything" I say with tears "because I'm starting a new life, with Adam" I say stubborn

"Why? He doesn't even treat you right, Rachel" he tells me
"You had your chance five years ago, and it's not ok that I slept with you when I'm getting married" I say exasperated
"Rachel I still care about you, and I think you marrying Adam is a terrible idea" Finn tells me
"It doesn't matter what you think, you lost that privilege when you called us off" I say angry
"I was trying to set you free" he says looking down
"I didn't need you to give me my freedom!" I yell frustrated "I just wanted you" I say with a tear falling

Finn looks at me with sad eyes. He makes his way over and his face is inches from mine.

"I'm sorry Rachel" Finn says
"I'm sorry too" I say sad
"I still love you" Finn tells me getting closer

This time I don't care about Adam or not. I just want Finn one more time. No alcohol involved, just him and me. I've missed his touch and warmth so much it hurts. So I let him kiss me, I let my hands roam his strong built frame. The kiss turn from short and sweet to hot and spicy. I let my towel drop as Finns hands makes his way to my lower back. I'm completely naked and kissing Finn. He gently throws me on the bed. He takes off his shirt and pulls down his jeans. The whole time he stares at me with such eagerness and love filled with intensity that is indescribable. Something tells me Finns been waiting as long as I have.