When I got home from the doctors I was crying my eyes out
"Hey baby, dont cry whats the matter"
I countined to cry amd i couldnt get my words out.
"Come on lets go upstairs I think we need to talk in private" he said
When we got to the bedroom James shut the door tight
We sat down on the bed
"Now whats wrong, I hate seeing you like this" James said
"I went to the - the - doc-"
"Please dont tell me its about the baby"
"I went to the doctors" I said and I burst into tears
"Please dont cry" James said his eyes tearing up
"And they said we did have a baby but.. Its died, our baby is dead, you cpuld have been a dad!!!!!" I said crying my wholeheart out
James began bursting into tears
I hugged him tight James tears rolling down my back.
It was painful to hear him crying
"I cant belive it, I wanted to be a father " he said crying even louder
"i know baby im sorry" i said tears rolling down my face.
My mascara smudging as i spoke
"dont be sorry its not your fault" he said kissing me
We sat on the bed holding each others hands crying. I felt so mean on James
so this kind of made me have a few tears writing this 😔but I thought it was a good story line xx
Hope its not too sad
Love Nicola xxx
