The same day I went to the doctors)))))
Llinos was cuddled up on the sofa with Brad when I called her out the room.
"Llinos please can I have a word" I said gently
By this time I had stopped crying but she could still see by the way I was acting that I wasn't myself.
We went upstairs and then I started crying again just at the thought.
"Whats up, don't cry:(" she said
"Do you know I said I might be pregnant....."
"Yes?!......."
"Well im not, because the baby is dead:( :( :( :("
"Oh Nicola are you okay?"
"No :(" I said in a croaky voice
She hugged me
"I think you need a little bit of time alone, maybe go for a walk or take a shower or take a nap to take your mind off things, go on I will call you down for dinner"
"But Llinos its not even your turn to make dinner you made lunch and dinner yesterday, now it's mine and James's turn"
"No go on I insist you and James are going threw a hard time me and Brad are doing everything we can to help and support you the last thing you need on your plate is to worry what to make six people for dinner. You need time"
"Awe I do love you Millions your to nice to us, please could you call James upstairs"
"Yes no problem I will call you down for dinner"
"Thanks hun see you soon"
When James comes upstairs
"Hey baby I need to talk to you" he said
"About what" i said really moody
"Please don't be like that I know that we're going threw a lot but theirs no need to be like this"
"Well im sorry James but try being a me thats just lost her baby and is feeling ill all the time!"
"Im sorry babes"
"No im sorry I didn't mean to snap at you like that its not your fault. So what was it you wanted to talk about?"
"Well I know that we have only just you know but maybe we could try for another one?"
"Yes that would be great! When?"
"Um.. How about now?"
"Sounds good"
About 30 mins later
"JAMES, NICOLA?! Dinner" Llinos shouted up the stairs.
After dinner
"Nicola can I talk with you please"
Llinos said
"Ye sure" i reply
When we get out the room away from the rest
"So..? Im confused"
Llinos just looked at me at did a smirk
"Hello, whats up?"
"Oh nothing just I wanted to ask you something"
"Oh, and that?"
"Are you trying again?"
I sighed
"Yes but don't tell the rest"
"Eeeeeeeekkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!:)
Sorry this is short hope you like it
Nicola 💠
