I never really had a healthy relationship with school.
Only in my childhood really, the first school I studied in was crap (I can't really remember why) maybe it was because I had no friends and the juice my mom bought for me was terrible. but back then I had this thing (insecurity I guess) I didn't tell anyone what I wanted or what I felt. I just held back everything, kept it locked inside me, I would never let go.
One day I just exploded, blurted out everything, it felt good, but I didn't change much after that. Back then, I was a closed book, locked inside a safe and 50 miles underground.
After that, my mom changed me to the best school I ever studied because I was a normal kid, I had friends and I was happy.
Off course, life like that couldn't last forever.
