I guess the question is, why? Was it me? No. It was him. All him! He made this decision, not me! We could have made it work! I wanted to try! But he didn't. He ended it! He left me.....
A month earlier:
I was so exited! I couldn't wait to see him after a full week without his kisses, and his hugs! I made my way up the stairs to my house. I opened the door and was greeted by my mother. "Hi sweetheart! Why in such a rush?" I threw my backpack on the couch.
"I'm going over Niall's mum!"
"Oh! That's right! He got back last night!" I rolled my eyes.
"Yes he did mum, I'll be back later! Love you!" I said before shutting the front door. I started walking down the street. I can't wait to kiss him. Those soft, pink lips. I smiled. The more I thought about the more exited I got. I then started jogging, which turned into a full sprint. I turned up his steps. I knocked on the door.
"Niall! It's Jamie!" I heard his mom yell from inside the house. Soon after the door opened to revel his smiling mother.
"Hi Maria!" I beamed.
"Hi darling! Come in, come in." She opened the door wider and I stepped in. "Niall's upstairs." She smiled. I thanked her and ran up the stairs. I opened his door. He was sitting on his bed, listening to music, faced away from me. I sneaked up behind him and wrapped my arms around his waist. He jumped at the sudden touch, and turned around, and relaxed once he saw it was me. He smiled at me and took his earphones out.
"Hey! I missed you." Before I could respond he slammed his lips to mine. His lips felt so distant and it's only been a week! Imagine weeks, months, or even years at a time! I pulled back, and smiled at him.
"I missed you too. So tell me. How did it go?"
''Well, let's just say...." He trailed off. I shook his shoulders.
"Spit it out boy!" He laughed.
"I made it in!'" I put the best fake smile that I could on and hugged him as tight as I could. Not just because he made it in, but because I'm going to miss him when he leaves. On the outside I'm cheering, but on the inside I'm crying. But I don't want to show it because I want him to know I'm happy for him and that I'm not as selfish as I really am.
The rest of the night we talked about anything, and everything, we ended up watching the movie Lilo and Stitch. By the end of the night I was exhausted. I thought that this night couldn't get any better. I thought wrong. Me and Niall were walking home when it happened. "How long do you have left? Before you leave?" He sighed.
"Two days." I frowned. Two days? That's all?
"I'm going to miss you." He stopped all of a sudden and turned to me.
"What I'm about to say is not going to make any since right now, but you and me both will understand later." I looked at him, confused. "I think, I think that we should break up." I froze. I stopped fidgeting. I had two days left with him, and they were just torn away from me.
"What?" I said barely a whisper.
"I know this seems cruel, but we will both will understand in the mere future. It's whats best." I tried to hold it in. But I knew if he said one more thing I would explode! I guess karma really is a bitch. "We wouldn't have worked out anyway."
"So everything we've been through together your willing to toss away, like it's nothing? Is that it? That it didn't mean anything to you? All the 'I love yous' all the sleepovers, the adventures, the laughs, the cries, the fights, the make-ups? Were nothing? You can't see through this? Can't see that we can make this work? But I guess your right, we wouldn't have worked out if there was only one of us trying." By now there was silent tears flowing down my face. I walked away, leaving him in his own pity. Once I turned the corner, and away from his view I ran home, crying the whole way there. And all I could think was why?
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Unexpected (Niall Horan fanfic)
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