Secret Affairs! ~Roc Love,Hate Story!~

Give Me Her Address!

Roc,

"Ok now that you tried to get me half drunk......" I look at Melissa.

"No I didn't. You said it didn't matter"

"So you give me the strongest stuff?"

"Well next time just tell me what you want" 

By now Maya had left. 

"Can I stay here? I forgot to mention I got kicked out"

She laughs "She kicked you out? Damn"

"Yea. I have other options if you wanna say no"

"Look Roc. I actually loved you for a while, back when we were a secret. Then I realized you weren't ever gonna leave her for me, so those feelings went away. I still love you but more friend wise. You have to stay in the guest room k?"

"That's fine"

"Make your self comfortable" 

"Melissa.."

"Yea?"

"Thanks"

"Only cause Im pregnant"

"What"

"Plus cause we're friends..." she smiles "My baby daddy" she mumbles, But I heard her. 

I walk up to the bathroom and shower. I feel so refreshed now! 

After drying off, i laid down. 

"Brooke. Can you just call me.. I really miss you already" 

"Sorry. No more nice Brooke. You can miss me all you want" she replied immediately. 

"Lets have a text convo then" 

"Good night, Roc"

"You don't understand. My heart hurts...." 

"I'll only talk if you give me her address!"

"I don't know it by heart. I just know how to get there" If I would have put 'Here' I'd be busted...

She didnt reply. I sent her all of this:

"Brooke! Brooke! Brooklyn! B.R.O.O.K.E!" in separate text. 

Still nothing. 

I laid with my face in the pillow. I can see why Prod, Prince, and Ray stayed single through out college and didn't rush to get married! But me..  I felt like I was so in love... I had to marry that girl! I should've waited. 

I didn't let my eyes water. I stayed strong, Roc this is your fault! What were you thinking? 

"Roc" Melissa walked in.

"Yea?"

"Are you warm enough?"

"Yea, Im good. Thanks"

"Why are you talking in the pillow?"

"No reason"

"K. Well good night" 

"Night. Wait"

"Yes?"

"I want a DNA test"

"Ok. That's fine" 

"Good night" 

She closed the door walking to her room. 

I lay there til I fall alseep. I don't wanna watch tv or anything. I have alot of thinking to do. 

Brooke, 

I sat in my bed talking to Aaron. You haven't heard much about Aaron but I love him like a brother.