MILES

Part 2- My First Android

I got my first Android phone today!!!!! No more using that old rusty hand me me down flip phone i had before. My first thought when i recieved my new phone is to be famous through social media. I want people to know me. So I downloaded an app called Pics Art Studio with a hope of being popular, though I don't have the greatest looks, so im not expecting to be crazy "famous" or anything, just average famous. I created an account named FurkanAslan, I followed some random people and started to like their post. Damn. There's a lot of hoes. I kept scrolling through profiles they were all filled with either guys or girls shoving their boobs or ass into the screen. But there's one girl that took my attention. Her adorable smile, her beautiful hair, it melts my heart away. Shes so beautiful! And shes not like the other girls. She's look very polite. My brain straight away was like you'll never get that girl because you're just a weird average looking guy. A nerdy gamer freak. How can she like you? *nervous laughter* I don't have good looks, muscular body or anything special like that. But I gave it a shot and commented on her pictures telling her how pretty she is. Unexpectedly, she replied me back! And the best part is, she also commented on my pictures! Everyday from then on i commented on her pictures in hopes of a reply. Im not trying to be a freak but I asked her if she'd be my friend, and she said yes! What a great start! I asked her if she using any other social apps so that I can text her privately. She asked me if I had Kik, I don't know what the heck is Kik, remember i used to have a flip phone. She told me it's a free messaging app. I immediately downloaded it just to have a conversation with her. I sent her a message on Kik, my heart was racing and u feel so nervous but at the same time great. I started asking questions about her and she did the same, to know each other. Names, ages, hobbies and everything. Her name is Marissa. Marissa Siti Aisyah. What a cute name. I asked her where she's from, she said she lives in Germany. Seriously?! Im talking to a German girl right now?? Using my broken English?? That's embarrassing actually. But I went with the flow, we talked for a whole and she has an amazing personality. Great looks and everything. Im just a normal boy. I don't have anything to impress her but yet she still talks to me. When we finally ran out of topics to talk about, we were just sending emojies for fun. Sometimes Id asked her to teach me Dutch. And she also wants me to teach her Malay as exchange.

There's one problem. I have to stay up late to talk to her because of the different time zone. When its night here, and over there its daytime. But, that's okay. Because im pretty enjoy talking to her. I don't have many friends overseas so she became my favourite friend. I shared my sadness, happiness and everything to her. And... I kinda like her.. I mean not just "like" her. I fell in love with her. But yet, Im scared to tell her. Im afraid if she won't feel the same way and things will get awkward between us, and i really like how we are right now. I just kept these thoughts to myself, hoping that I can express my feelings to her one day.