MILES

Part 3- The First Attempt

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It's been 2 years I became friends with Marissa. I think it's time for me to confess my feelings to her. On October 1st 2013 i asked her: "Hey Marissa, we've been best friends for 2 years now. We both know each other like the back of our hand, can i ask you something?"
She replied "Yes.."
I took a deep long breath and continued typing.
"Will you accept me as you boyfriend and be my girlfriend?" My heart nearly stopped as i was extremely scared that she'd friendzone me, but surpringsingly after a couple of minutes, she finally replied: "YES"

I was happy as fuck! I have a girlfriend! A super beautiful girlfriend! I finally can call her sweetheart, baby, sayang, askin, bubu, honey and other sweet nicknames for her. Waaah.... it's like a dream come true! No wait, it IS!!

Every morning, we will greet each other morning wishes. Tho, the time zone is different we sometimes need to sacrifice our sleep just to greet morning wishes. Every time when I woke up, I'll first run my whatssap to reply her morning wishes. I feel really amazing when I get a text from her every morning. My lifestyle had changed after we became lovers. When i woke up for school, my first thing i do is greet her with a pic of myself. yes. a pic of myself in the morning without washing my face or shower yet. At least she loves it haha. she would say im very cute. but i dont think so. And when she send me a pic, i would say shes cute and adorable even tho shes still in her sleeping face. and she would deny it and reply that she is not cute at all. shes always humble. well actually the same as me. she would say "Dont humble urself honey" to me. sometimes when i deny and kept denying that im cute, she would be mad at me and then she would send me the pissed off emoji. XD
My life was perfect. Until one day something happened. We were talking for about 10 minutes before she was going to the city. She said she will be back quickly and will text me as soon as she came home from the city. I waited..

Around 7 pm, I receive a text from her sister. She has two sister. One named Luna thirteen years old and another one is Arissa seven years old. Luna texted me.. "Hey Furkan.. Im Luna, Marissa's sister. I have a bad news pls stay calm because if you start freaking out, she will feel bad.. She got into a car accident while crossing the main road. I know that you love her so much.. She told me to text you before shes put to sleep for the major operation. She broke her left leg and ribs. She was bleeding terribly when I arrived at the scene with my parents. I looked at her that time and shes just stare at me and then moments later closed her eyes. We followed her to the nearest hospital by car. My dad was with her in the hospital and I followed them by car with my mum. I will tell you if something happens. She's not awake now. She is cold and pale like a zombie. The moment she wakes up, I will text you. I don't want to lose my sister. And I know you don't want to lose your girlfriend. Please pray for her."