the other Gilbert[Season 1]

are you sure

"Amanda are you gonna stay with me here?" Elena asks me.

"Yea i just need to do something real quick." I grabbed my keys and walked outside the boarding house and went to my car I got in and I put the key in the ignition and drove to the clinic.

As I parked outside the clinic I kept on asking myself can I really go through with the abortion. What would Damon do to me if he found out i killed his baby.

I pushed the thought behind me and got off the car and made my way to the entrance of the client.

"Hi, how can I help you."  This older lady tells me.

"Well I'm here for an abortion." I say.

"Alright have you ever been here before."

"No first time."

"I'm gonna need you to fill out these forms for me first, then after you are done just bring themback to me."  I get the forms from her and walk away and sit down in the waiting area.

After I was done filling out the paper work I got up and walked to the receptionist gave her my paperwork and sat back down waiting for my name to be called.

30 mins later I heard my name being called I got up and walked straight to the back.

"Hi, please follow me ."  This older man told me.

I followed him into this room "Please sit on the bed for me."  I walked up to the bed and sat down.

"So I see you want an abortion can you please explain to me why?"

"Well  i am young and I don't think I'm ready to be a mom."

"I see, do you know how far along you are?"

"Like 6 maybe 7weeks."

"Okay I'm gonna be going over the different types of abortions  you can have."

"Okay." He started explaining the different types of abortions but I was to busy thinking maybe this is a bad idea I don't think I can kill my baby.

"Can you please put this on." He handed me a hospital gown "You can change into this bathroom."

I walked into the bathroom and started changing when my phone went off.

"Hello."

"Where are you? "

"I'm busy Damon."

" Where at? so I can get you."

"Look I'll talk to you later k." I hung up my phone and walked out.

"Alright miss Gilbert can you please lay down so we can get started."

I laid down with tears in my eyes. I had so many things going through my head like am I doing the right thing?  Can I be a single  mom or is Damon gonna be there for me and stand by my side.

"Alright miss Gilbert are you ready"

"No." I sat up." Im sorry I can't do this." I got off the table grabbed my clothes and went in to the bathroom.

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I ran out the clinic crying I called Damon.

"Yes Amanda."

" Damon please come get me."

"Where are you? "

"I'm at this clinic outside of mystic falls." I said still crying.