The Soccer Game

Why Me? Part 2 *Chapter 15*

Roni's POV:

I really enjoy hanging out with Madisyn. But she's been very distant. We tried to talk to her in the car ride to the mall but she didn't respond. Sometimes me and Nessa could be like that. But maybe she's just thinking...

Madisyn's POV:

I wonder if Roni and Nessa are mad at me because I ignored them in the car. I was just doing a lot of thinking and it pretty much shut off my ears so I couldn't hear anything besides my thoughts. It was weird though. I just wanted to forget about the whole Dakota thing...
First,we went in PINK where I just got two sweaters. Then,we went into Forever21 which I bought pretty much all my clothes,accessories,and shoes at. But we just walked around for a bit because Nessa and Roni wanted to go in other stores too. Finally,we came across the food court and thank god because I'm STARVING!! They started walking towards Taco Bell. But to be honest I don't really like Taco Bell. I'd rather have Chick Fil A,which is what I'm getting. I love it!! It's so good,but so bad for you. I see a KFC and decide to get Zach his favorite things,since we were leaving afterwards.

We decided to leave after we ate. Zach was going to be so happy! 

An hour later...

We arrived at my house. I thanked them for everything and don't shut the door quietly and started to walk towards Zachs house. I slightly open up the door. I walk in and hear moaning coming from upstairs. It was probably just Tyler. But it sounds like it's coming from Zach's. So,I slightly open up Zach's door and see a girl...standing in the middle of his room...naked. And Zach touching her in places that girls shouldn't be touched. My mouth drops. "ZACH!!!" I yelled so loud that you can literally hear the anger in my voice. "MADDIE!!! Uhh why are you back so early?" "Because I wanted to see you! All I ever want is to see you!!! You're my life and my soul!! Before I moved here and met you I had a lot of depression and used to cut myself! Yeah Zach! You see this scar?! This is because I NEVER had friends!! I was always alone! NO ONE TO TRY AND STOP ME!! And then I moved here and thought that someone would actually wonder why I have exactly 18 scars on each arm! But you know what forget it! Because nobody will EVER love me!! Not even my own parents!! And if my brother ever does come home from Massachusetts...HES ALWAYS PARTYING!!! AND ALL OF THIS RIGHT NOW PROVES THAT NO ONE WILL EVER CARE ABOUT ME!!!!!" I run outside and accidentally run into someone. Just what I need right now! Another lecture about my weight from Edwin! Before I realize it's Edwin, I apologize. "It's ok you little anorexic bxtch!" "I SAID IM SORRY IVE HAD ENOUGH SHIT TO DEAL WITH FOR ONE DAY!!! IM BEING THREATENED,DYING INSIDE,AND BLEEDING!! AND IF YOU WOULD MOVE I WOULD LIKE TO GO CUT MYSELF!!! NOW YOU SON OF A BXTCH MOVE!!! I CANT TAKE IT ANY LONGER!!!" I push Edwin out of the way with Zach following me to my house. I run up to my room and lock the door. Then I quickly run into my bathroom and lock it. I pull out my little box of blades underneath my sink and start to cut and cut and cut and cut and I finally stop when I have 11 more cuts. Then Zach manages to open my door up. "Go away Zach..." I mumble while staring at my arm. "What are you doing to yourself?!" He says with anger and throws the box to the other side of the bathroom and one ends up flying and hitting me in the cheek. It was big too! I start to run. Out of my house. Out of this neighborhood. I decide to text Rudu.

M-Hey can I stay at your house for the night? I'll explain everything. I swear.

R-Yeah sure my address is 17 Califorie street.

M-Thanks Rudu

I start to run to his house. Finally I find his street and then his house. I knock on the door and hear him telling people to shut up. "Hey Maddie..." he said and then looks at my cheek. "I'll tell you." I slowly walked in and turned the corner of his house and saw Zach... I started to cry. And cry. And cry. Once everybody realized that I was truly said and that whatever happened to me. Hit me hard. Rudu and Nick started comforting me. They were rubbing my back and kept saying "It's ok. It's ok."
But I couldn't help myself. Timmy started yelling at Zach and then Edwin got into and was on Zach's. "Zach you're a bitch! You cheated on her! She has a hard enough life! Constantly bullied,it's like the third time you cheated on her,and she doesn't have any family here!" Timmy shouted. "She has her mom and her dad and her brother Timmy so shut up!" Zach replied. "HER MOM AND DAD ARE NEVER HOME AND HER BROTHER LIVES IN MASSACHUSETTS!!! WHO DOES SHE HAVE NOW?!" "She has me..." "Timmy back off he's trying his best!" Edwin said. But before anybody could say anything else I pushed Nick and Rudan off of me. "I HAVE YOU?! IF I HAVE YOU THEN I HAVE SOMEONE WHO WOULD RATHER CARE ABOUT ANYBODY OR ANYTHING BESIDES SEX!! YOU HEARTLESS BXTCH!!! I don't even know why I try anymore?! I try to help everyone. BUT NO ONE SEEMS TO CARE!! Because I don't have anyone! I haven't seen my parents in a month! I don't even have a clue where they are! How do you think I feel?! Being broken down by everybody?! EVERYBODY HATING ME?! ALL YOUR FANS! ALL YOUR FRIENDS!" Zach looked at the ground disappointed. Seeing him sad made me sad. I walked out of Rudans house and just sat on the closest curb. Finally Zach came out and tried to kiss me but I pulled away. "Why do you do this to me?" "Do what?" "You know! You always cheat on me and and think that it's ok. I don't know what to do anymore! I'm way to accepting. I start to run my hands through my hair. And start to cry. I slowly get up and walk home.

I finally get home. I unlock my door and walk in. And up to my room. Where I lay down on my bed. I plug in my phone and go to bed.

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A/N- omg guyssssssss! I'm so happy! So. Christmas is right around the CORNER!!! And my mom might get me the Rose Gold iPhone 6s!! So yeah Ik that I haven't updated in a while but I've been really busy with school. I'm so sorry but hopefully you liked this chapter and I'll try to update every once in a while!🤗