The Monster In Me (Deerper x Reader)

Chapter 8

The next morning I woke up to Dipper's attempt at getting up silently. I groaned. "Y/n?" Dipper asked. "What?.." I asked tiredly. "Erm... Why did you.. Uhm.. Cut your wrists?" Dipper asked hesitantly. I completely froze. "Its... Difficult to explain.." I muttered. Dipper looked at me worriedly. "It's.... Just complicated.." I said. I got up and started trotting to the shack. Dipper grabbed my arm. "Y/n.. Please.." Dipper said. I picked up my pace. "I'll show you my birthmark?" Dipper offered in a questioning tone. I stopped. "Fine." I said. "I don't see my I haven't already seen it.." I said. "You go first." Dipper said. "No." I said. "Fine.." Dipper said. He took of his hat and lifted his bangs. "That's adorable!" I said. "No, it's not." "But it is!" Dipper just shook his head. "OK.. My turn.." I said quietly. "In our first year of middle school there was this new girl. She had no friends and she seemed like a nice, good friend. So I talked to her and we became friends. Soon enough Pacifica (she's a jerk here) talked to her. Next day 'Jessica' we'll call her, was ignoring me. I had no clue why. Few weeks later, still ignoring me. Then I started getting lot of Facebook notifications. It was 'Jessica'. She was posting on my wall. Calling me things like (strong language here) wh*re, sl*t, etc. But there was one comment that really got to me. 'Drink bleach you worthless b*tch. So remember when I was in the hospital because 'I was really sick?' Ya no, I drank bleach. I'm still here, so obviously it failed. Then I started cutting. And I still get these messages to this day." I finished, crying. "Y/n don't cry!" Dipper said hugging me. "And, at one point, they c-c-alled me fat, s-o I started star-vin-ng myself." I hiccupped. "Y/n listen to me. You are beautiful. It doesn't matter what they say. They're just jealous." Dipper said. "N-no. They're ri-ght." I said crying harder. "Don't listen to them Y/n..." Dipper said.
Dipper POV
It broke my heart to see her like this. "N-no. You do-nt deserve me Dipper. I'm to ug-ly and fa-at." She hiccupped. I shook my head. "If anything I don't deserve you." I said. I managed to calm her down by noon. We walked in the shack and y/n went upstairs, went to my bed, and fell asleep.
Your POV
I cried silently in Dipper's bed, inhaling his scent. An hour or so later I had cried myself to sleep.
Dream mode activate xD
"Your so ugly!" "Your stupid!" "Crazy!" "Your so worthless you b*tch!" These words stung like knives to the h/c girl. One day, she couldn't take it. She got a price of paper and wrote:
'I'm sorry everyone. I really am. I honestly couldn't take it.' The girl then found a knife and-
Dipper POV
I was sitting in me and Mabel's room with nothing to do. Suddenly I heard sobbing. I glanced at y/n to see her crying. (that moment when crying autocorrects to dying) I went up to her and hook her. "Y/n.. Wake up." I said softly. She cried harder. I hook her harder until she woke up. She automatically hugged me as tightly as possible.