Dear Mom,
I just want to say sorry, to everyone that i hurt while i was hurting.
Mom, don't you know the sounds of broken heart?
Like, when you drop a glass or a plate to the ground it makes a long crashing sound. When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or when a picture falls off the wall it makes a noise.
But, my heart, my broken heart, its different. It's completely silent. I just can feel that something is bleeding. Inside my body.
Don't you know how hurt it is, Mom?
When i got this broken heart, i need nothing. Like, suddenly, i just sad. But try hard to be happy. I do smiling. I do laughing. And every time i laugh, i just wanna cry.
And nobody knows. Because, it makes no sound. And i can't tell them.
Don't you know how hurt it is, Mom?
Do you ever feels it?
When your heart broken.
When all you feels is pain.
When everything seems, wrong.
You just wanna keep silent.
Not talking to anyone.
And everybody likes, 'what happens with you?'
And you say nothing.
Mom,
Can you just hug me right now?
Because, all of my friends, even a guy that i love, can't do that.
Because they don't know what i feel.
With pain,
Q.S
YOU ARE READING
With Love, Q.S
RandomThis is for Mama in heaven. How are you, Ma? I hear that heaven is much better than here, is that true? Love, Q.S
