*discontinued* My guardian angel (sequel to Bullied by fame)

Chapter 12

-NASH'S POV(SUPRISE LOL)-

The guys may think that I don't like Ariana in any way.. I don't like her they're right... I think I love her.

Her eyes.. they tell a story of true pain and suffering, her lips.. they tell a story of passion and addiction and I guess I'm an addict.. I'm drawn to her lips which I have not yet felt the sweet lingering feel upon mine. Her smile.. it draws me towards her.. I'm so in love with her smile. It reminds me of so much happy memories I don't know why but it does. Her smile tells a story of past sadness and how strong she really is. You can't tell when she fakes a smile, she's beautiful in so many ways..

Her body tells a story of craving.. lol and I'm seriously craving it, no I'm just kidding I'm not a pig, the only way I'd ever feel her body, is if it's true love, that there's so much passion and commitment that I can not let go of her. That I can't live without her love and affection.

It's been 2 and a half weeks since she's been shot and she's healing pretty progressively if you ask me. She's a fighter, she's already training again to strengthen her body, not hectic training she's basically starting with the basics walking.. light jogging, she's really struggling but she always argues against us whenever we tell her to rest. She's just trying to get herself back to normal because she refuses to stay in that hospital feeling sorry for herself any longer.

She claims that it's not her.. that she can't handle sitting around and doing absolutely nothing.. she wants to run freely again. She wants to explore again and be able to walk properly without grabbing her lower stomach in excruciating pain. She's really not capable of running around or even walking but she just won't listen.

That's really what I like about her, she's brave, strong and willing to try new things whether if causes her an emence amount of true pain. Nothing will nor can stop her from fill fulling her deepest desires.. she's incapable of being stoped.

I find myself thinking about her more often than what I should be.. it may sound creepy but.. okay fine maybe it is a little creepy lol. I can't bring myself to tell her how I feel, what if she doesn't feel the same way but agrees with the feeling just to not hurt my feelings, I don't want her to not feel true happiness and love. She deserves so much including a happy life filled with love, meaning and ambition.

I can only hope that I'm included in that life as the one that provides her with all three needs.

-ARIANA'S POV-

Being shot felt horrible. Obviously! But I'm strong and I know I can get through this a negative mind will only bring a negative result.. Nash has been acting really weird I have to admit. He comes to visit me and opens his mouth to speak but soon closes it once again, he takes a deep breath and talks normally, it's as if his holding something back. Sigh

I really want the boys to return to their tour, I really feel for the fans.. they've been waiting probably forever just to meet these boys and now because of me- no don't think like that not everything is your fault Chloe. My mind keeps telling me, I suppose it's true but whatever u have to return to my previous state the state before I got bullied or even shot.. back when I was happy, when my mom and dad was still arou--

"Chloe?" I heard a soft whisper. Almost non audible.

"Chloe?" This time it was alot more audible. And I knew exactly who this was. But it's impossible!

"Mom!" I yelled tears now streaming down my face.

"Honey I've missed you terribly!" She smiled tears pricking at her eyes as she softly spoke.