brothers to lovers (BoyXBoy)

Cutting the secrets out

So I'm starting this like right after I finished the last one so if there are any mistakes i'm sorry. Love yalls vote for my stuff please.

                                                                                               *Zack's POV*

                    I have mixed feelings about what happened. I feel guilt and I feel ecstatic. That experience was amazing for the both of us. Well that is what I thought the way he was thanking me and the way he treated me after. 

                     I just ignored him and went downstairs to sleep on the couch. I didn't sleep though I just couldn't I was so freaked out. Well not freaked out just.... I don't know it's just new. I never did that stuff before with a guy. Sure at night I would imagine it but that's just my imagination.

                      Blake came down a few times but I always pretended to be asleep. The last time he came down to check on me he said "sorry I know that I freaked you out. I thought it was what you wanted. I just want you to like me like I like you." With that I actually fell asleep.

I woke up to my mothers fat ass on me.

"Mother?"

"Yes dear?"

" Why are you sitting on me?"
"Well I came in here to watch the news and you were right there"

"So you sat on me?"

"It's better than Blake sitting on you since you have a crush on him"

" WHAT NOOOOOOOOO NO NO NO NO NOOOOO"

"Stop lying before I wiggle"

           I just froze right there she knew that I liked him I wonder if she knows what we did last night.

"Fine mom I like him but please just get off of me and let me go too my room"

                    She got up and left me leave. Before I reached the top I heard my lovely mother say "O and do be careful I went into your room and he was asleep naked" my eyes widened and I froze. I was so scared but my body decided to go take a look.

                      The door opened and air snuck into my lungs and I screamed not because he was naked no why would I scream I would have taken pictures. No I screamed because I saw jizz all over my picture frame of me.

He was awake with wide eyes. All I saw was fear in his eyes but then they softened when it was only me. He got up and started walking towards me. I was still petrified but he didn't care. Next thing I knew I was on the floor with the door closed with him on top of me kissing me.

All I could do was accept the kiss. I began to kiss him back and we just layed there embracing each other. Then reality hit me, I pushed him off and just started shaking my head in disbelief.

"Zack are you ok?"

"NO i'm not you kissed me and you asked me to blow you last and I can not believe I actually did."

"I thought you wanted this though?"

" I do but not like this I wanted you to be gay and single. Not fucking a girl and be straight"

" Zack I'm sorry I'm confused please forgive me"

" Fuck you I'm not a toy you can use whenever you want you asshole"

With that I left crying. I just walked the house ignoring everyone's calls for me. Even Blake came out in his underwear yelling my name. I just had to get away from everyone so I can think about what the fuck just happened there was only the one place I can think of. The river where my father died. I remember that day like it was yesterday.