Sleeping With Danger. (A Harry Styles Love Story)

~ Chapter 24 ~

I am so so so so sorry it has been so long since I have updated! I have been so busy lately. I had a very busy weekend last week, it was my birthday and prom! So yeah, I didn't get much sleep at all. I feel like shit for not updating sooner. And I hope you all aren't too mad at me.

And everyone who guessed how old I was.......only one got it. Sucks you all think I'm younger then I really am, lol. But whatever. So the one that got my age right is @onedirection4lifez And I am really 18 people ;P But whatever, enjoy the story! :D xx

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~Abby's POV~

It has been two week's since I saw Harry last. Our time in the grocery store was nice, but I still needed some time away from him. We have been talking on the phone and texting, but every time he asked to hangout, I always make up an excuse. I just don't know if I can see him right now, cause it hurts. It hurts being in love with a guy like him. A dangerous guy who was going to be a dad. Yeah, it was a lot on me and I needed Harry to understand.

What if the shoe was on the other foot and I was pregnant with some other guys baby? What would Harry do? I'm sure he'd be mad and upset and he'd maybe never talk to me again. He needs to understand that this is a lot for me to take in. But I am trying my best to cope with it, because I do really love Harry. It may take me a while to get used to this, or I might not ever get used to it. But I really hope somehow I can deal with this because I do want to be with Harry. Or maybe I'm just really stupid for even trying to get back with a guy like him. Either way I'm messed up in the head.

You go through a lot when your in love, and  I am definitely going through a lot. I never thought I'd be stuck in this situation, but I am. And I don't think there is really a way out of it, because I'm in love with a certain curly haired green eyed beauty.

"You're turn" Andrew says with a small smile.

We were playing checkers in the park. Why? I have no idea. I guess Andrew was helping me take my mind off things. But why this? Well I don't know. I did say I wanted to play a game.....and that I needed some fresh air. So yeah, I guess he combined the two.

I look down at the board and move my black piece, ending up taking two of his pieces out.

"How are you so good at this? This is the third time in a row you've won!" Andrew exclaimed with a light laugh.

"I really don't know" I laugh lightly. Like really......I don't know how I was winning cause I wasn't paying much attention. I was too lost in my thoughts just thinking about everything, well mostly Harry.

"So what do you want to do now?" Andrew asks, looking up to me with a small smile plastered on his face.

"Uhm, I don't know.....but I don't really want to play another game of checkers" I admit with a sheepishly smile. I was honestly growing tired of the game. I was tired of it the first time we played, I'm just not much for a game of checkers. And we both probably looked like old people do when they are sitting at a park or somewhere playing bingo or checkers. Shouldn't we be doing something else?

"Okay" Andrew smiles and starts putting the game away. I help him and let out a sigh as we stand up off the ground once everything was back in the small box. Andrew tucked it under his arm and took me by the hand lacing our fingers together. It was surprising because we had never held hands before.

"Is this okay?" Andrew asks, looking over at me.

"Yeah" I reply quietly. I felt bad if I said no, and besides.....it kind of felt nice holding hands with him. His hands were fairly large, but not that soft. I remember Harry's hands. They were so big, but also so very soft. My thoughts go back to him again and I start thinking about all the reasons why I love him. And this was probably the 100th time I've done this today, and it seems I have been doing the same thing everyday. Which I have.