A new beginning

Where did he go

" mom where did he go"
" he left ok I made him leave I still want your father and he said he wants us to be us agian"
At that time matthew walked in and put his arm around me.
" we can be one big happy family agian"
"But mom I don't want dad back he broke your heart"
"Sorry violet but u me and Jessebella are going back home"
" but this is are home I don't want to leave if you guys leave I'm not going im gonna stay"
" well you can live with nanny or come with us cus we're selling the house and moving down east"
" what ever I don't care anymore,"
As she ran upstairs she slammed her door then opened it and said
" I hate you all playing your mind games you act like you love each other then don't and mom your pregnant what the hell you know that Camden won't want him if you leave it'll be your responsibility even more then us soo good luck with that"
" you never told me that your pregnant liv"
" Ik and I'm sorry but I wanted it to be a surprise"
" what is it "
" a boy just like you always wanted"
" Ya but I wanted my own little boy not someone else's this wasent part of the deal"
" what deal you wanted to come back"
" exactly wanted to but now I'm thinking otherwise"
I was heart broken no one wanted me and my best friend Haley is having a new baby boy too the same day as me and I wouldent be able to see it because I would be having my own.
And tmr I gotta go to Julia's funeral she was hit by a car when she was drunk and smashed her head. I just don't know what to do I need help with looking after my kids but I don't know what to do . I want Matthews help but i don't know if he wants me .
I'm all alone and I have 3 kids what will I do.