A new beginning

School

" girls wake up time to get up and start the day"
" mommy look in already ready, do u like my dress"
" yes jessebella it's beautiful common violet u can't be late for ur first day of grade 9 and in a couple days you'll be 15 so u need to get used to it.
" k mom but which outfit is better, the dress with heels or skirt and tank top with flats"
" chose the second one it's more age appropriate and cute I will get u some of my fancy braclets don't lose it tho"
" k mom thanks"
"No prob"
" mom I have A question it's been about 6 years since the divorce and now that ur engaged I was wondering if dad is ever gonna visit, he never came before and now I don't think that he'll ever come and I do want to see him to be honest but just to know he's around would be nice and he always buys us stuff and brings us cool places"
" well violet I understand I guess but nows  not the time ur gonna miss the bus"
" k I will talk to you after school "
"Alright see u later "
After the girls are Gone I think a while I miss matthew a lot and k want him back but I'm already re-married and stuff so I don't know what to do. I think I'm gonna call him cus there's a lot of tension
the phone rings
" hello"
" hey this is Liv how r talking"
" good u "
" good thanks um I shouldnet say this cus I'm married but I miss you and I still can't believe what happens I want you, I don't want this to happen I don't understand why u were talking to her"
" she wanted me but I honestly dident want her I just want it to be me and you agian" matthew said.
" ok well I gotta go bye"
I hung up I just couldent talk to him anymore. I couldent stand the pain, I was engaged with with my new man camdon but I never made the full commitment to get married because I still do love matthew. We're divorced but I'm not sure anymore. Camdon isent home much so I just want to be alone with my girls. How can I break it to him tho.
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" honey I'm home sorry I'm sorry I missed the girls first day of school"
" it's fine and I just don't think your part of there lives much anymore so I. Think it would just be better if you just stayed away"
I took off the ring and put it in my back pocket. I'm done.
Since I owned the house all he had to do was pack his bags and leave, we went out wen we were younger but right now it's different.
I'm now a single mom what will I do but what I do know is that I'm gonna make it work.
" hey mom were home"
The girls screamed they saw the tears down my face. I was crying because I didn't know if I made the right decision or not. They asked where camdon was I said it doesn't matter because he left.