July 5th(entry one)

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Yesterday for my birthday I got a diary. Mom thinks if I write in it it'll help with my anxiety..I doubt it. I don't want a diary, I don't like girly things, but I'll do it for mom.
I'm starting middle school soon. I'm really scared because I already get bullied a lot, and I'm afraid it'll be way worse in middle school, since there's more kids. People call me "emo" because I wear a lot of band shirts and black clothes, they call me lesbian when I'm acctually bisexual, they call me stupid, ugly, and so much more. But the main thing is that they make fun of me for not being your "typical girl" . I'm a tomboy. I like my hair better short and I don't wear things like dresses or bows. And I hate the color pink. I don't really fit in with any of the other girls. I don't like myself. I hate my body..I don't know why. I'm just uncomfortable with it. Well that's it for today. I'll try to write in this daily (or whenever a significant event happens)
Sincerely,
Victoria

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