Dear diary,
Today mom took me back to school clothes shopping. She kept trying to get me to go to the girls section, but I always some how ended up back in mens. I ended up getting a Hey Violet shirt, a My Chemical Romance shirt, and a Bring Me The Horizon shirt. I also got 2 plain oversized hoodies, and a few pairs of baggy pants. I really wish I was like other girls, but I just don't enjoy the same things as them.
We also got ice cream and mom and I talked. I always enjoy our talks, she's very supportive of me no matter what. I told her how I always get anxiety attacks when I think about starting school and she told me that's the kind of thing I should be writing in my diary. The thing is, I don't know how to write about it. What the hell am I supposed to write "people don't like me so I'm afraid to go to school because I'm just that awful"?! Ugh. I'm going to sleep. Sincerely,
Victoria.
Update:it's almost midnight and I'm still up thinking. I think the reason I'm so nervous about school isn't because other people aren't accepting of me, it's because I'm not accepting of myself. But the thing is, I don't know why I'm not. I'll try to keep my diary updated on the subject. I'm going to try to get some sleep now.
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