Queen(A Thug Love Story)

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I let what Rocky said process in my head. I just stared at the baby then at her. I opened my mouth but couldn't really find the words to say what I had to.

I tried not to raise my voice because I dint wanna scare the baby again. She just held him tight and cried silently. I started to walk away but she grabbed my arm slightly. No Killa please just let me explain please she said barley enough for me to hear. Explain I yelled. You want to explain how you kept a baby from me Rocky I said through gritted teeth. You played me B you dont have shit to explain ma.

You dont understand shit Killa just let me explain please this is your baby to.

How the fuck I would know if he mine B.

Are you serious tho so what you want a DNA test she said getting angry. I looked at her just in disbelief this girl was my heart I loved her and she gone play with me like that. I ain't have no fucking father my seed ain't gone go through that shit. She played me to close.

You played me to close B I said shaking my head.

Let me explain Killa.

I just stared at her ass I could tell she was wondering what I was thinking. I dint speak just stared.

Let's take Za'Veyon to get ice cream she said. I just nodded and she looked at the baby.

Rocky POV

You still want ice cream Za I asked him.He just nodded and looked down. I dont only have to explain to Killa but Za my baby was confused. I can't let him be around all this yelling and shit he ain't use to it. Killa followed me to the ice cream truck and we got Za his ice cream. Play were I can see you son I yelled as he ran off. I smiled to myself I never knew I could care so much for 1 itty bitty person. I walked to the bench and Killa followed. I watched Za play and started talking.

Killa I know I look like a grimmy bitch right now but I never intended for you to find out like this. When I missed my period I was beyond scared. I went to the doctor and they told me I was pregnant. As soon as that doctor said congratulations it wasn't about me or money it was about him I said pointing to Za. I dint believe in abortions like why would I kill some that was so innocent. I wanted to tell you so bad but couldn't bring myself to it. I had to think once I start showing I can't hide it anymore. I feared for my baby life Killa I dint want to loose him. Feeling him move inside me brighten my day. I dint want nobody coming after me trynna kill me while I was pregnant. I dint wanna look over my shoulder making sure we was Ok. I couldn't do as much pregnant I was helpless. I called Sky and told her I was coming to see her. I told you and Queen I had business to handle. I left because I couldn't hide it anymore. Once I made it to Sky house I told her everything and she agreed to keep him for a while. It was never post to been 2 years only 5 months but every time I tried to get him shit came up. I understand if you dont want to fuck with me but we have a son Killa and he needs you. Im sorry so so so sorry I said crying. I did it to protect him Killa. Just dont take it out on Za please it was my mistake Killa not his. I looked at him and seen hurt in his eyes. I just knew I lost the only man I ever loved.

Queen POV

7 hopes Killa click up with him but knowing Killa he gone give 7 a hard time. I hate being pregnant with all these emotions I dont know if im sad or happy sometimes. The ringing of the door bell knocked me out my thoughts. I got up and grabbed my gun. 7 ass left to Detroit to clear shit up this morning he won't be back til 3 days.

Who is it I yelled. They said a name but I couldn't understand what they said. I opened the door slowly to a pregnant girl. She look like she been through hell and back. I must say she was pretty but baby looked rough.

Yes I said with to much attitude. She just stared at me like she was trying to see Who I was. Is 7 here she asked a little above a whisper. He not here may I help you. Naw but you can tell him that his kids need him and it would be nice to come see his daughter be born on the 10th and with that she turned and walked away. I slowly closed the door and anger took over me.