For ChippyCho and jayspencer
I mess up things a lot and that is true.Many things I wish stayed the same but I always mess them up and sometimes I'd like to say that "I don't give a f***".If I say that it'd be a lie and always will be because I always will care it's just those things just have no affect on me.I hate myself a lot which means I love others more than myself...yeah that's a good thing treat everyone with the love I have but give myself all the hate and bad names. I won't let negativity or my feelings kill me...but I won't stick around for someone to save me,so this is the end of it all but not my life I mean the side of me you know all to well.No goodbye(I guess),No more I'm sorry(I assume),and No more talking it out(This I know) so this is my end in 3....2....1....
