chapter 3
today is the last day of school and the last day of 11th grade and today is my birthday which is kind of a bummer because so many fights happen today and anyone can be pulled in to one or you can be a target to fight next but then the bell rung for lunch and nothing happened and I was shocked because there were always fight except I was never at school, but my friends sent me a bunch of videos and this year was different there weren't any fights and I suddenly became very suspicious of what was going on then the bell rang for our last period and I met up with Lindsay because alick wasn't at school today which is really unfortunate because no one is here to protect me even though I can protect myself it would be nice to have extra help and Lindsey isn't really a fighter. than as i'm walking home I see alick outside then I start walking towards him but a group of people were behind me so I stopped because I wanted them to go around me but they didn't, they more like surrounded me and at that moment I knew that someone was trying to fight me.so I didn't want to seem like a punk but I'm not trying to get "ratchet" in front of alick and plus he knows I'm not a fighter and that i don't really fight people but I do know how to fight and who ever this is won't win the fight but I'm too classy for this so I'm going to use my words this time until I get hit. But no one came so I left and went home.
SUMMER
It summers and I haven't talked to alick in a week and there is 1 month left of summer cause I was out of state for 1month and I tried calling him but there was no answer so I just stopped and I finally just got home and his house was dark and it seemed to be empty and so I go over there and there was a note for me on the door and it said " before you knock read this note. for Megan I'm in trouble can't have my phone and I can't return any calls and my mom probably just sent all your calls to voicemail I'm so sorry.-love Alick" that was so bitter sweet. For a second there I thought he was avoiding me for some reason but he's in trouble what could he have possibly done he's perfect. this was the loneliest night of my life. I have to go to bed without even talking to him ugh. Its 1week now before school starts and he just got his phone back. He is not in trouble and he just text me,he's outside. yes i can finally see him.I'm so happy.I run downstairs rushing so fast that my mom couldn't even blink. I open the door and jump on him as if he has been in the military for over 5 years and I'm finally getting to see him. I honestly don't even know what I would do if I haven't seen him. school is just around the corner 12th grade yes we're seniors. today is sunday and Alick and I are going to a theme park and it's going to be really fun. We're going to make videos and take pictures and have the best time.we had a blast at lagoon waterveil it was awesome. It's nighttime and alick is eating dinner at my place and sleeping over foreal this time and it's something new I have to get used too maybe but it'll be interesting.midnight came and I laid down and watched TV and he did too. I think it was awkward because we were trying too hard to be normal and so being classic me I had to say something so I said "this isn't going to work if we're not going to be yourself" so being the Meghan that I am and him being himself it worked out perfectly because I've established that he's a reckless sleeper and he has no idea how to sleep next to someone but I have also learned from him that I'm a reckless sleeper - so I shouldn't be talking on his character-I think he kicked me off the bed in his sleep and then I got back on the bed and then I kicked him off to bed but on purpose this time. Well morning came around and school has now begun and I'm happier than ever. some say I'm glowing but I don't think I was. I think I just was in a happy mood.
1st day back
I think my day went amazing to bad-good exactly how I wanted it to go because without the bad i would be really bored. This morning I woke up with my amazing boyfriend and when we got to school we WERE holding hands but the minute we reach the main entrance my girls immediately snatched me and his boys took him and it was something that I wasn't expecting on the first day but then they asked me a bunch of questions like
1)was it good?
2) How was it?
3)are u going to tell us?
And ashley said "something must've happened because you're glowing." While i'm standing there like a deer in headlights feeling so slow because I felt lost and confused but then they said they text me but my phone was off all night, it was charging and I turned it on but that didn't answer the questions so even though I'm embarrassed to ask because I was afraid that I might look dumb, I asked anyway and I stopped everyone in there tracks and said loudly "what the hell are u guys talking about and more importantly what do u mean by was it good and how was was it and am I going to tell u, tell u what?. How the night went?", then I realized they were talking about sex so I tricked them a little and I said "yeah I'm going to tell u. It was great and of course it was good because we just slept." Then their dream got ruined and I heard all of them say UGH!! And then alick was waiting behind me then we walked into school as a power couple and it felt like the hallway was cleared just for us with kids on the sides and it was in slow motion. Then the bell rang and reality set in but there's a kid in my first period that likes me and alick likes making him jealous so he had a full on makeout session in front of the door and then he left and I go to sit down and that kid is my partner and I get so tight and the first thing he said to me is "your boyfriend is an ass hole" and all I can say is "you should tell him that and see what he says about it". He said "I will" and I warned him that "the outcome isn't pretty on your end but I really don't want to see a nice boy like you get hurt so in reality you don't have to prove to me that you're brave because it's going to make you look really stupid." I don't really know how he acts if a boy hits on me because we've never had to do deal with that because everybody knew that i was his so they all kept there feeling to themselves. but I imagined he'll be overly protective over me. His response was "I'm not afraid because u got me" and I replied "what does that mean?" and then he replied "you'll see" and i responded with attitude "yeah I will so Let the games begin". Then I couldn't focus in class so I just wanted It to be over already.
20 minutes Later.
The bell rings and Alick comes to the door holds my hand and Jake comes out the class and calls him an "ass hole" and I was holding alick back by his chest and then I stopped in front of him and said "you can't hurt him without hurting me first". And he turned around and walked and jake says below his breath "apparently he's a wuss to with a weakness" and I just kept it pushing because i really didn't want to slap him. But even after all that, once lunch came all my classes seem to fly by and it went better and we went home because we had study Hall for our last period but we only left like 1 minute before the bell. When we got home we went our separate ways when we got home to take a shower and by 5 o'clock I went over to his house with my mom because it was Monday and his family has meatball Monday and tomorrow we eat dinner at my house for taco Tuesday but I was more focused on the fact that alick was not at the table and so I ask where he was they said "upstairs" and our parents start talking and eating but when I got up there I see that he was asleep so I told the adults that we weren't hungry so they could carry on and that I was staying over which was fine. Then I kissed his soft baby bottom lips because it seemed like the right time and it was because sparks flew like fireflies and diamonds in the skies if that's even real and it was one of the greatest moments of my life and I fell for him and yes we had sex.
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FantasyCan we ever truly be loved, or are we all unknowable even to ourselves