My Digital Escape Imagines

Does he love me? (Jordan Sweeto)

You had been going out with this amazing boy named Jordan Sweeto. When you guys were alone he was always kissing, hugging, begging to cuddle, and just being very romantic and cute with you. You loved him so much and he always told you how much he loved you too, but you weren't so sure anymore. He didn't do anything romantic with you in public. He didn't kiss you. He didn't hug you. He wouldn't even hold your hand. Every time you tried to anything like that in public he made slight moves to prevent it or acted really awkward. You thought maybe he didn't love you or was ashamed.

You couldn't stop thinking about it. You started to get really selfconcious. You couldn't help but start crying from these overwhelming thoughts.

You heard someone open the door to your room. You quickly tried to wipe your tears away and slow down you breathing.

"Hey babe! Sorry for d- Whats wrong?!" Shit. He ran over to you grabbing your hand and using is other arm to wrap you up and rub your back while sitting next to you on you bed. You quickly sarted searching for an excuse.

"I just saw this sad post online. I'm fin-"

"Bullshit." You were cut of by his stern voice. "You can tell me. I love you."

You couldn't help but burst out in tears, again, when hearing those words.

"Do you?" you asked. Jordan froze.

"Why would you say something like that?" He said. He sounded genuinely hurt. Raising your voice to the point where you were almost screaming.

"You don't act like it when we're in front of others. Not even are best friends! You wont even hold my hand for Fuck sakes!" Now Jordan was crying. Full on hyperventilating tears streaming. Confused and sympathetic, you went to hug him but jumped back before you could.

"Im sorry!" He screamed. "Im trying!"

You had doubts about him but non the less you loved him and so you gave him the biggest strongest hug you could. He instantly felt your love and genuine care so he calmed down hugging you back. You felt... safe? Though you didn't know you didn't in the first place.

"What do you mean?" you asked after he had returned to a normal speed of breath. He grabbed you hands gently.

"Y/N I love you so much! Its just that... that I'm scared people will judge me. And I feel if people see us together they'll judge you too. You're so amazing and perfect to me. I don't deserve you and I don't want people to think of you less cause you date the ugly, annoying, nerd... People have left because they didn't want to be seen with me in public. So it became an instinct to keep people around. I see the pain in your eyes and it kills me. I'm trying to break my habit but something in the back of my head keeps saying no, she'll leave you too. And out of all people, I cant loose you. Not you." He confessed, a tear slipping down his cheek unwillingly. You couldn't help but squeeze his hands.

"Jordan, I could never leave you. Not over something like that. You're the funniest, sweetest person I know. Also it doesn't matter but you also happen to be the most attractive person I've ever laid eyes on. I understand now and I can except it. Although it hurts me knowing you feel this way. You are absolute perfection to me. If people have rude opinions then that's their problem. You shouldn't have to be punished because they aren't good people. I love you Jordan, nothing like this will ever change that. But, if were being honest, I still get scared. I know I shouldn't but, like you I guess, its just instinct." You said, the last part filled with disappointment. Jordan was smiling at you which quickly turned into a sad one.

"Ill try and break this feeling, for you, and me." He said smiling brightly. His eyes got a little bigger, his smile a little wider.

"And until then, Ill shown you how much I love you, so you don't have too worry." Wondering what he meant, you just sat there in silence as he left the room. He came back with his guitar. He sat back down on the bed while clearing his throat. You couldn't help but squeal in excitement. You loved when Jordon sang, especially to you.

He started singing the song Lovesick by Never Shout Never. You never felt more loved. The song was perfect, he was perfect, everything was perfect.

After words he sat his guitar against the wall next to him. When he faced you again you grabbed his face smashing you lips onto his. It was long and passionate. You both pulled away for air. Lips red and slightly swollen with giant smiles.

"Want to go out for dinner?" He offered.

"I would love that."

You guys went to taco bell then for fro-yo. The entire time holding hands.

After that night you never doubted that he loved you and were always honest about your feelings. He quickly over came his fear. Sometimes he would get nervous and you could tell but it never brought you down.

You loved Jordan Sweeto and Jordan Sweeto loved you.

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Hey guys! I'm back! Sorry it took so long.

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