I stared down at my hands and went blank minded. What to do? I wondered, sitting up from my bed. I walked over to the computer and started playing a game. I couldn't stand waiting around so I just clicked off and left the room. "Fuck! I'm so bored!" I complained to my parents. "Fuck off Max! No one likes you!" My dad screamed at me. I felt my blood boil but tried ignoring it. "I'm gonna go see Jake." I said in a happy voice, my fake smile plastered onto my face. No one noticed my depression and that only made it worse. Not even Jake, my best friend and crush, noticed it. I walked out of my house and tears started spilling from my eyes. "Fuck my life!" I shouted at the sky. "I'm gonna make you proud...if I can." I knocked on Jakes front door and he greeted me like usual. "You look sad." He remarked. I nodded slowly. "It's fucking depression! I've been in depression for seven years! You haven't fucking noticed!" I yelled, shaking Jake. He looked shocked, as if not knowing what to say. "I've been questioning my sexuality! I've been cutting! I've been choking myself! I've been attempting suicide! You haven't noticed fucking once!" I shook him more violently this time. He stared at me with widened eyes. "I'm sorry! I've noticed but I didn't say anything!" He gripped onto me and connected his lips with mine. I shoved him away. "My parents hate me..." I muttered, thinking about when I left. He hugged me tighter, "I'm sorry." He said. I sat on the couch. "L-let's just ignore it and move on." I suggested. He sat down next to me.
"Alright, lets watch some TV then." Jake said. I nodded and turned it on. "Well, there might be a way to get my family to be proud."
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Make Me Proud
ActionMax always wanted his family to be proud of him. But they never let him get anywhere close to what he wanted. He kept his sexuality a secret from his parents incase they would shame him. Once they found out, they abused him and called him worthless...
