Dying In The Darkness [ElesisxAdd]

>FATE SMASH<

Elesis P.O.V

The knight's blood covers me as I stagger to my feet. The blood from my nose pours down my face filling my mouth with salty red. I stare at Add.

I remember him.
I remember meeting him in the dark.
Taking his hand.
I remember his cold kiss.
I remember my dear brothers death.
My dear knights deaths.
Caused by me.
I remember their blood on my hands.
I now know it was all my fault.
I killed them.
Oh god.
I've done it again.
Everything Add told me was a lie.
I look into his bright purple eyes.
"why." I ask.
"Why did you lie to me?"
"WHY?" I scream as I lunge for him. My blood soaked hands meeting his throat, but they don't squeeze the life from him yet, they shake as they wait for his answer.
"Elesis..." Add's voice is trembling. "I-I couldn't tell you...it would destroy you..." Tears of anger well up in my eyes.
"WHATS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW?!" I scream, I begin to wring his neck, but he doesn't fight back. I stop. I shove him away than kick him to the hard ground.
"I'M ALREADY DEAD YOU FOOL! KNOWING THE TRUTH WOULDN'T CHANGE ANYTHING!" I yell as I kick his face and chest. His own nose is bleeding now.
I reach down and pull him up by his collar, blood streaming down his bruised face. I feel the tears of hate burning down my cheeks. Add still doesn't try to fight back, he doesn't even try to get away.
"Did you think you could keep me from remembering? DID YOU REALLY THINK THAT? ANSWER ME ADD!" I cry in his face.
He looks me in the eyes.
"Everything I said was a lie, I am selfish and stubborn. I did not calculate this would happen so soon." Add clenches his fists at the thought of his errors.
"If you knew this would happen why didn't you tell me in the first place damnit!"
"Elesis" He whispers my name guilt dripping from his words "I think...I think I fell for you. The time I've spend with you is the most sane I've felt for a long time. So I wanted to make it last as long as possible. It's naive but I wanted to save you even after you'd died. That was why I lied."
I glare into Adds eyes trying to find a hint of denial, a sign that he's joking. but I see nothing. his eyes are deadly serious.
I let go of Adds jacket collar. I step back. staring around me, No,no that can't be. Who would fall for me? This is insane, but Add is insane. That must be it! He only loves me because of my dark power. The power that kills, The power that annihilates.
I gaze at the corpses around me.
I stained the ground with knights blood. I feel numb with horror. This is what he loves?
My power did this
I killed them....
I killed them again
Oh god
Oh god
Oh my god
What have i done
I feel like everything I touch will be destroyed. I slouch over but still stand as sobs rack my body, hands shaking uncontrollably, throat burning, eyes stinging, blood flowing, body dying. My mind is breaking.
I turn away from Add and walk blindly away, eyes glazed. I reach down and pick up my claymore. I spin around to face Add again, pointing my scarlet claymore at him.
I will seal his fate with red.
There's hate and pain running thru my veins as I accumulate all the blood and Dark El as possible into my blade. The claymore glows gold as a brutal cutting edge is formed. I force more Dark El into the attack, It swirls around me. My claymore is red-hot with power I feel my hands start to burn, but I hold the sword even tighter.
I fouse the Dark El and blood, it pulls Add toward me with its power. He's only a few feet away.
I grit my teeth hard.
Then fill my lungs with oxygen and cry out the name of my final attack.
"FATE SMASH"
With every bit of blood soaked strength I bring the vast blade across Adds chest. I feel the breaking of bones and a smile runs across my lips. Adds limp body falls to the ground face first. He lays there gasping for air, coughing.
I drop my claymore it falls to the broken stone road as my mouth fills full of hot blood. My hands are burnt bloody crimson from the power of my attack. I stagger for ward, head spinning I fall to my knees a few feet from the dying Add. I drag myself to him I grin down at his mutilated body practically cut in two. I heave him over and stare down into his bloody face.
I laugh at his demise.
The echos of my bloodlust filled laughter dance in the ruins of abandoned buildings.
"This is what you wanted right Add? This is what you love, no?"
I lean down and kiss his bloody still warm lips.
"This is the part of me that you love?"
Add smiles at me and softly laughs blood running from his mouth.
"No...my love...I adore all of you, insane or not insane....I have, and I always will, if you wish me to be dead i will not fight it."
My amber eyes fill with even more tears and dread.
"Damnit Add..." My voice cracking, full of regret. "What have I done to you? To everyone? Oh my god..." My tears fall to his blood covered face washing the red away drop by drop.
"I don't deserve your love. I don't deserve to be happy.I don't deserve to be sane....I deserve every bit of this bloodlust insanity..."
My fingers itch to keep killing. My hands meet Adds neck again but this time they don't hesitate. he's bright purple eyes stare at me as the light fades from them. I feel his neck break, His head falls back, mouth falling slightly open as the last bit of blood leaks from his throat. I bend down and press my blood covered lips to his, one last time.
I straighten up giggling with blood lust that turns to insane laughter again filling the air. I love this so much. this power,so much power, the blood, the killing. but I loath it all at the same time.
There's blood on my hands.
and there will always be blood on my hands.


The End