My Phantom Lover

The Beacon of Light:Troubled Heart

Chapter 29

Irish POV

At the Edge of Titus Palace near the Calm Ocean.

I take my sit on top of a huge boulder facing the ocean,spending sometime alone.To clear my head from so many thoughts that keeps on flashing in my head simultaneously. As I ponder the incident at Aelvens Palace came rushing in my head.I remember how I loose control of my self as my power grows stronger consuming me.Making me loose my control of reasoning, my thoughts and emotion.As I loose my sanity I felt my ethereal side takes hold of my actions governing my body,the only thing that keeps me coming back to my own self is Knight his voice serves as my beacon to keep my self sane.Then it dawned to me that the power that I have within me is consuming me,it scare's me that one day.I might loose my self completely and the power that I have will cause danger to those I love.I must find a way to take a hold of this power,I must overcome it before it consumes me completely but how?I heave a deep sigh as I can't find an answer to my own question.

Then I feel a warm callous hand on my shoulder,I look up to find Alexander standing behind me giving me a comforting smile.

Did I disturb you precious one?He ask as he help me get down from the boulder to take a walk at the shore.

I shook my head as we walk together side by side.We remain silent for a few seconds then he broke the silence.Telling me about a certain God who can help me sort things out.He instructed me,that for me to learn to weild my power I must seek the guidance from Helios the God of the sun,who bears an ultimate power.It is said that,this said God of the Fae bestowed the strength to those he favored.Offering the favored one an eternal life and unmeasurable power.But for me to be favored I must win a challenge,he will test me to a duel to prove my self worthy.

How can I possibly win the duel if I can't even control my power? I ask Alexander feeling worried all of a sudden.

Think of a thing that you hold on too dearly concentrate on it,and it will help you to get the hold of your self.Preventing your power from consuming you.If you do it successfully you can stand a chance.Alexander told me, giving me a knowing look,that I know exactly what is he referring to.

With out a second thought I hug him while uttering how greatful I am to have him at this hour of troublesome and despair.Lately aside from Knight he is the one that gaves guidance to my dark dwelling state.

"Come now child! time is far spent we must act quickly,"take my hand and close your eyes. Knight will be with us in the other dimension there we will meet Helios for you to talk with him.If we reach the gates of his dwelling,I can no longer go further with you.Knight will accompany you to him,during the test you must be of no help but you alone.Remember what I told you child.For one wrong move you make you won't be able to return again to this world.Do you accept and understand the circumstances you are in?

Yes!now let's get this done and over with,I said determined,I can do this I told my self As I close my eyes to begin the process.