My Phantom Lover

Seeking for Guidance's

Chapter 30

Irish POV

Recap of Irish thought's.....

I sitted my self on top of a huge boulder to spending my time alone to forget momentarily of the thoughts that flashing through my head simultaneously.As I ponder an event that took place at the Aelvens Palace came rushing through my mind.I recall how I loose my self as my power grows stronger,consuming my sanity.Turning me into someone I don't barely recognize as my self.It over power me to the point that I already loose my control of my rational thoughts,calmness and even the control of my body.It's like I'm momentarily detach to my own self. As the ethereal side of me takes hold,the thought of it scares me.What if the day comes that the power Im wielding takes over me,I might end up hurting the ones I love........I was recollecting my thoughts as I close my eyes holding Alexanders hand when,a loud voice ask me to wake up taking me out of my trance.

Wake up Irish!....open your eyes for me, love were here.Knight shook me tenderly as he tries to wake me.I flutter my eyes open to meet his glowing silver grey eyes.He eyed me lovingly and cup my face,

Please be careful Helios is a very cunning and deceitful God he will do everything for you to loose.I want you to focus no matter what he tries to make you see and believe in,it's not real.Calm your self and don't make him deceive you with his tricks.You can do this Irish,I cannot help you but our love will get you through this believe in us and you will make it out of here.He said in a pained voice warning me,he let go of me then he disappeared leaving me in a barren land,a dessert of never ending golden sand.I walk and walk as I reach a Golden gate.

I stood before a golden Palace bare foot steping on a sandy ground in an unknown world.The gate suddenly open with out me even trying to touch it nor knocking,as if it is expecting me to come.

You seek to see me child!.... The voice ask in an inquiring manner."Come a loud voice echoes through the air.I made my way inside of the palace.There I beheld a man of great power illuminating with light, the brightest of all light I've ever saw.Clad with fine clothing befits for a God,I stood before him in awe dazed by his glorious beauty and ethereal countenance.

I bow down as a sign of respect then I spoke,forgive me for coming in here without your knowledge. It is that I seek thy help for guidance my lord.

Why ask thee,yeah already convey power from the Gods?Is it not enough for you to possessed child, that you seek me yet?He ask in a soft harmonic yet powerful voice,pacing the floor embedded with precious stones of high value.

No my lord,I did not come here to gain more nor ask thy power to be cast upon me.It is thy guidance I seek for I cannot bear my own power in a right manner.

Why.....you are the only one who seek me that,not asking for my power,but of guidance you piqued my interest.Very well child pass my test and yea shall have what yea come to ask.As he finished his word with out furthermore a do.My surrounding turns dark then a vision appear in front of me I including me in it.Showing me the events of the past.I man was stab to his death,tears filled my eyes as I realize it is my father,I rush to his side as I neared him he is bathing in his own blood, white as a marble lying on the floor lifeless.

I took his life with out a tinge of regret, what would you do about it princess? Tristan ask laughing deviously pointing the dagger at me.I ignored him as he tries to provoke me.Walking past him I went to my fathers side.

Father!!! no...no....please don't die I'm here I'm your daughter Irish.Please live don't leave me I beg you.I shierk as pain filled my heart,my thoughts were in chaos as rage started to rise up within me,as once more he told me that he will kill my mother next.I harshly wipe my tears with the back of my hand, standing infront of him as scalding fury consumed me. I started to summon the element of nature as power eminates out of me creating violent flares that came swooshing around me making the vision blurred.I wanted to kill him this instance as he stood before me urging me to attack him my eyes were of glowing gold that resembles a lions predatory gaze locking his eye on his prey. As I took my stance to attack him and bring him to his death, Knights words echoed inside my head.

Remember! calm your self dont let vengeance poison you my love fight it you'll get through this.

As I heard his voice I felt my power becomes dormant thawing the rage of my heart.I calmed my self as I look once more to my fathers body.I bit my lips as I tried to memorize his features.I'm sorry father for not being there to defend you.I promise you this,our land will be ours once more.I won't let hate dwells with in me no more it is selfish of me to act this way.I understand now that hate is why I fail to hold on to the power I convey.To use it well, I must be just,use it only to protect not to cast punishment and maintain the balance of our world.I kneel down to cup his face.I bent down and placed a kiss on his forehead.Take your rest father,I promise to have the justice you deserve and bring back peace to our people ,without corrupting the power I beheld.

Blinding light spread around me as I kiss my fathers forehead. I closed my eyes to prevent it from getting hurt.Shielding my arms to my face.

Well done child!....you finally learn your weakness.It is of hate that you forget your true self,rage imprisoned your coherence to the matters at hand hindering you to get the hold of the power you bear as it poisoned you.Go now and rest assure you will be guided. I will grant you back your immortal shell for you to wield your power properly for no human can endure possessing such power it will consume a mortal severing its soul to its death.And I want you to have this with you, as a remembrance of the lesson you learn in my dwelling.He held my hands with his big hand and place an glowing piece of stone in my hand.

You truly deserve the power that my fellow Gods bestowed upon you.Your kind is very rare to be found,such a pure and tender soul so meek and innocent,my child know this.I will always be at your side to guide and protect you.Go to war claim your Kingdom for you were the only rightful heir to reign it.And let us Gods do the punishment to those who oppressed your people.Helios uttered every word firmed as he gaze upon me with his shimmering golden orbs that almost resemble mine . I smiled at him and bow at his presence.

Thank you!.... my lord,I will never forget this, I owe you my life. For this day I will be thy servant. Then I bid farewell and turn around to make my leave.