The fallen briks

Coming Home....

Have you ever wondered why things change all of a sudden...

Ok, so I've got my own theory! You change and your surroundings should change as well even if it is for good or for bad, my name is Veronica Wentworth and that is basically what happened in my life.

I always get this dramatic at night when I can't sleep, my mind always plays tricks on me.

Yep, I'm just bored of having this boring and ordinary life, where nothing happens out of the extraordinary. I have no struggles.... Do you feel jealous?? Nothing to feel jealous of, believe me!!

"Ok, can you explain better what you are telling me, hmm, what was your name??"

"Nadia" I can't believe he doesn't remember " and Dr Anderson I think you won't forget my name, after what I'm going to do to you! Jijijiji!" My flirty laugh always works....

He just raised an eyebrow, I took my chance and throw my self at him, landing on his tights, keeping my mouth close to his, feeling his breath and his fast heartbeat. Then slowly and carefully he dragged me closer to his mouth and kissed me first softly and then violently, I knew where this was going.... He is such a fool.

He took my shirt off saying my name over and over again, saying how beautiful I was, blah blah blah.  He took my skirt off. I took off his shirt, his pants! Omfg, he has a six-pack, who would have thought!! Ok as much as I wished to continue this, I blinded him with his tie, convincing him that it would be just a game. And put on my cloth, took my phone and wrote his number. I grab 50 dollars from his wallet and left. I took the bus, destination: HOME. Finally.

It was going to be a long ride, for about 12 hours stuck in a bus, lucky me I love car rides... So I took my phone and wrote a text message to doctor Anderson.

Dear Dr Anderson,
You might be wondering who I am, ok I'm just a teen.
I am far from home, all by my self, with no money in my pocket. I've been away from home for about a year now and I miss it, a lot. You might be wondering why I did it... I don't even know the answer to that one, I just wanted to prove that humanity still exists. For my disappointment, I was sooooo wrong.  All this struggle of finding happiness in others has disappeared, kids aren't happy, teens are reckless and depressed, husbands or wives aren't loyal, old men are pervs, I could continue with this list, but I won't. I'm just saying that this community isn't sane. I thought you would be the exception but I was so wrong. You were the one that I expected to be an exception but you prove me wrong.
I'll just leave you with the doubt, are you a good person?

Att: Nadia.

I press send and went to sleep.

12 hours later I got to my destination and my driver was waiting for me.
Aaaghh welcome to my old life.
Rich people.
Fake smiles.
Secrets
Cheating
Etc
Etc
Etc
I used to be the queen of all this but I decided to leave and leave everything hanging. I was convinced by the idea that money was the one that makes people so evil, but I was wrong humans nature is to be bad. people enjoy watching other people suffer, they entertain them self by watching a movie of agony, war, death, blood, etc.

In the car Phillip was worried about me, he hasn't seen me in a year or so and he is wondering what is going on in my life. I imagine Mama and Papa are waiting for me... I arrived to our mansion and get off the car and lock my self in my room, resiting what I was going to say to them. But what was I going to say?

My mother knocks on my door and I went out. She examined me from my toes to my head trying to find anything weird, guess what I'm the same old girl....

She jumped and gave me a big hug, I return it and then she said, "what were you thinking I'm so glad you are okay." And she started to cry. We went for lunch and eat together mother, father and my little brother. None of them spoke so I decided to break the ice.

"I know you guys must be wondering, where have I've been, why did I do what I did it, what was I thinking, are you the same person that left, etc. so I traveled all around the continent having a great experience and unique in my life, I never called cause I knew you guy will try to take me back, and I just wanted to get away from this life. I was exhausted and I wanted to run away, I know you guys have had this same feeling, but never had the guts of making it happen, I took my risk and survived and know I come and I'm going to stay this time. I found out that I really missed home and that well, I'm still a child, but life here is unbearable, you guys take away all my oxygen, but now I'm free, so I know I left before school was over, but I've done a lot of reading and investigation through my journey, either way I always been the top of my class, so I'm not going back to school, I'm going to present the Ib, The SAT, the TOEFL and the A-levels and enter to a good university, I could even go to Harvard, but I will need that you let me do it my way and if it doesn't work, promise it will go your way.  I've been thinking, so right now is the 1st of November, which means I present my exams in about 6 months, soo there is no time to lose."

"Sweety right now we don't care about that, we just want to know how are?  what did you do? Please tell us, we were worried sick and the only sign of life we received was the letter before living and one for each festivity, you are still my daughter!!"

"Mom don't worry, that is going to come into light but I need you to promise me one thing, don't push it (harsh tone) and BTW my education is more important, believe me"

"Okay sweety as you wish" I know she doesn't mean it, she is just wearing the mask of the nice mom, but dip down she practically is the devil incarnated, she thinks that she can fool me but this time she won't!!

Soooo I look at my brother and say; "Are you done with lunch??, I'm going to need your help unpacking! please" and I give him a little wink, and he giggles, he is the only one in this house who I like, actually he is my favourite person, even though he is 5 years younger, he is very mature and understands me"

We go to my room, I close my door and he gives me a big hug an tells me that he missed me sooo much, we have been in contact since the day I left and I sometimes came to visit him, but I need to know how he is doing, as everyone in my family he has some mental issues and been in our family's house won't help him and I wasn't here for him, I regret that but I had to do what I did, and I can' regret it.