2:57 a.m
I'm imprisoned and poisoned by this acidic feeling inside my soul
and it only brings ne joy
because for a while, i was yours
captured by your lips, taken away to somewhere dangerous
and although i was tortured by your words, and by your soft hands that scratched my soul
and although you only damaged my being and drove my mind mental
and although i wasn't always your one and only, your true masterpiece
and although i wanted to scream at you and torture you the way you did me
i still love you, and i still want to kiss you senseless
i still want to feel your hammering heartbeat when i shove you away
or from the closeness of our bodies when i pull you close while we sleep
You've become m drug, and i've become so addicted to your mesmerizing taste
but you're destroying me, and every touch is burying me deeper
And i know you're not what's good for me
and i know you're not what i need
but i can't keep away
and i can't keep you away
because i don't need you, i want you
and no matter how much you spill darkness inside my soul
i'll still find that ray of light to hold onto you
tight.
