2:31
i did
not want
you to know
the way you did
and fuck if watching you
cry didn't hurt. you had your hopes
and dreams in me but my demons weighed
more than the love you gave me. i can't handle
hurting you, you're the last piece of sanity left
in me. and it's crazy how you care about it
more than me, because i sure as hell
don't give a fuck what i bleed
i love your hugs, but i
hated them that
night
because it felt
like you're
hugging me to tell me
that i'm alright. i have heard
that enough, and i know you know. but
do you know that i don't believe those
fucked up lies? don't tell me
it's going to be better
mother, when
i can't even
breathe
late at night.
when my skins aching
to be cut again.
but i love you
and you are the only one
i will admit it to.
i love you
so much
i love you
with
all
what
is
left
of
my
damaged
heart.
