Well the whole point of writing in this is to calm me down and help me vent. That's hard to do when you're seeing red and the closest thing is a knife. I cut to calm down, so I don't lose it and kill someone. Cutting and my girlfriend are the only two things that can calm me down when I'm about to blackout in bloodlust and hate. Well wish me luck, or the next person that crosses me today because I'm ready to beat someone to death if they piss me off.
