I can't catch my breath
A debilitating punch, a little closer to death
Curled up in pain I try to be numb
I curse myself, for being this dumb
I block out the waves of guilt
With the tall, thick walls I've built
They keep away the shots of pain
They keep me from going insane
The walls I have built keep out love
They keep me from feelings I'm sick of
Who wants the good if it only brings bad
What's worth the agony of feeling this sad
Show me the person whose worth the risk
I'll show you the scars from the last one
I'm trying not to miss.
