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Have you ever thought about just doing nothing. Like going to some meadow and just lying down, for as long as you like. Just staring at that beautiful sky and not having a worry in this world.
Today I feel like that. I fell like slow dancing and just living in the moment, Not worrying about tomorrow. Not worrying about my future. Always second guessing myself. Always asking to myself- will I be able to it. Then I just remind myself that tomorrow is a new day.
I wasn't always like this. I was a very confident young girl. I don't know what changed along the way? Did the high school pressure really get to me?
I made a pact with myself that high school would be the best time of my life. But I'm stuck at home everyday studying upto six hours after school. And you know what, even that's not enough. I am still an average student.
Forget about fun, I haven't properly hung out with my friends for seven months. This sucks big time.
But whatever. This is life. Gotta live it one day at a time.
So this day I'm going to slow dance.
Till tomorrow
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