lavender blessings

symptoms and confirmation

⭐️ i do love nothing in the world so much as you ⭐️

It was roughly sometime past midnight, and I can't sleep. I was almost wide awake. It has been eight weeks since Tom and I last did it, but we have been very naughty with each other. That I will say.

I looked over at Tom, who was still asleep. I wondered how he did it, how he could sleep for so long and not have any complications. Suddenly I felt hungry. This was the sixth time I've done this in the whole eight week span, and I was kinda getting tired of it.

Anyways, I got up and decided to get myself a midnight snack. I was wanting a taste for spicy foods, but we didn't have any spicy foods. I made a bit too much of a ruckus because Tom slowly came downstairs. He caught sight of me, digging into the fridge.

"Tord..." He tiredly groaned. "It's almost 2 AM and you're hungry and you're digging through the fridge?"

"I know I'm sorry," I apologized, not feeling really hungry anymore.

"It's fine," he sighed a bit. "But this was the sixth time these couple of weeks. You okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine," I assured. "I've just been... Hungry lately I guess."

"I can kinda tell, you're a bit more chubby than before. Not that I don't mind, you always look great."

I blushed when he pointed that out, but I didn't get mad at him for saying that anyway. Slowly I shut the fridge and sighed. Tom slowly gave me a hug and I hugged back, wanting to embrace him more.

"Let's go back to bed, honey," Tom murmured. "It's pretty late."

"Okay," I murmured back.

Slowly Tom led me back into the bed, and we cuddled for warmth. His warmth soothed me so much. It was like sitting by a fireplace.

"I love you," he whispered into my ear softly.

"I love you too," I responded. "Forever..."

"And always," he said before drifting off to sleep.

It took a while but eventually his sounds of breathing eventually lulled me to sleep.

⭐️

I woke up and Tom was not in the bed. Weird, we always wake up together. Slowly I looked at the clock. It read 2 PM, and I gasped. I slept through the whole morning?! Damn...

I saw Tom walk into the room and I immediately freaked out. Lately I haven't been me and I thought one day he would tell me that.

"I-I'm sorry I woke up late!" I cried at him.

"Dude, don't sweat it. I woke up late too," Tom admitted, yawning a bit.

"Y-You did?" I asked, surprised.

Tom never woke up late before. "Mmm yeah... I did wake up earlier but I fell back asleep unknowingly."

"O-Oh," I replied softly, slowly wiping away the forming tears.

Tom noticed them because he gave me the biggest and sympathetic hug he ever gave me. I slowly hugged back, embracing every second of it. I could feel his breathing on my neck, and slowly I lay down on my back. He looked down at me, giving me this mesmerizing stare that wanted me to go nuts. I loved it so much. I felt myself blush, and Tom chuckled. He must have loved seeing me this flustered.

"... You didn't give me my good morning kiss," he whined teasingly.

"Well come and get some," I teased back, playfully sticking out my tongue.