lavender blessings

beautiful surprise

⭐️ I will love you until the last breath leaves your body or mine. ⭐️

month: 9th

My stomach was so huge and I was due any day. Because it was so huge, I stayed in bed pretty much a lot of the time. Tom was fine by that, as that meant he could make sweet love to me any time we wanted to.

Jared's room was already set and ready to go, the only thing that we needed was Jared to come out soon. But, I just wished he would stay inside me longer. I didn't want him to come out. I was too afraid to give birth, to be honest. But I found out I wouldn't have to, as I would get a c-section, which sounds a lot better than pushing out of an asshole.

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It was around 7 pm, and Tom and I were making out intensely. His hands were all over my big body, wanting to feel every inch of me. He moved on top of me, sliding his pants and my own pants off. I felt so free when he did that, as that felt amazing.

Slowly, Tom started to kiss and nip at my neck. I let out little gasps of pleasure, and my arms went around him tightly. I was so desperate for his touches, and I moaned softly so he would get the message.

His hands trailed up and down my sides, and I let out soft, breathing gasps. I slowly took off my shirt and underwear, leaving me in nothing. I was blushing intensely; it had been a while since I had got naked like this.

Tom licked his lips and went to kiss me deeply. His tongue was battling mine, craving for dominance and control over me. I gradually let him take me, as I was his and his only. It felt as if it was only the two of us in this world...

But suddenly... Everything started to feel... Funny. I told Tom to stop and he did. I slowly sat up, but that hurt to do so. Suddenly, my stomach started to hurt more and I started to whine. It felt as if I ate something extremely spicy and my little stomach couldn't handle it. It was also starting to twist and turn, which hurt immensely.

I started to cry a bit, as the pain was so severe, I felt like dying. Tom got incredibly concerned.

"Are you okay?!" He asked frantically.

"N-No!" I cried hysterically. "It HURTS SO MUCH!"

Tom was extremely frantic at this point; he ran to get the phone and immediately called for help. I gripped my stomach, and suddenly I felt as if... Something was slipping through my..

"NO!" I screamed. "NOT THIS WAY! NOOO!"

"Baby what do you mean?!"

"... THIS IS NOT GOING TO BE FUCKING A C-SECTION BABY! AND IT'S TOO LATE, I HAVE TO GIVE BIRTH HERE!" I screamed loudly.

Tom nodded and went to get as much towels as he could. He stayed on the phone for help, and I'm pretty sure if I were them, I'd hang up due to how much I was screaming.

It just hurt excruciatingly! It's not like we shit watermelons otherwise we wouldn't be screaming. But I started to cry so much as I was pushing. I wanted this to be done and over with so badly.

Help arrived eventually but by the time they came, I was still pushing. I was just having some difficulty doing it, that's all. According to Tom, the baby was half way out of me. Slowly, Tom let help take his job and Tom went to me. I grabbed his hand and squeezed it tight as I gave.. My last push.

I heard a little baby start to cry, and I could only realize that meant one thing.

Jared was born. At last.

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I suddenly woke up in a hospital. My stomach was still kinda big, and when I looked to the left, I saw Jared bundled up in a little hat and blanket.

My heart melted at the sight of him. He had freckles all over his face and he was awake too, so he had Tom's absence of eyes. I cried a little as he was so... perfect. I know I hate that word, but my son fits that criteria.

I slowly moved my hand out to touch his little blanket. Jared immediately fell back asleep, but I was so emotional that I cried when he fell back asleep.

Moments later, Tom came into the room. He looked... Hot but exhausted. He walked over and once he saw Jared, he stopped.

"Is that.. Jared?" was all that Tom asked.

"Y-Yes," I responded kind of weakly.

Tom started to tear up; I had given him the dream he always wanted. To be a father. Slowly, he picked up Jared for the first time and sat down with him.

"H-Hi, little guy..." Tom said. "It's me, your daddy, Tom... Mommy and I are gonna take care of you so much... We love you so so so much.."

Tom kissed his little forehead and slowly put Jared into my arms. And for the first time ever, I got to hold our little blessing...

Our lavender blessing.

The end... For now.

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A sequel is in the works, it just has to be plotted and shit.