"I'm still stuck on her.."//Chapter Seven

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Brooke's P.O.V

I opened the door and there he was sitting books surrounding him. I couldn't look at him and I put my book bag on the chair next to me and I sat down across from him. I tried not to look into his eyes, the hazel ones I fell for, knowing I was guilty.. I just, couldn't look at him the same.

"Do you have the work you were supposed to do for last session?" he asks.

"I..." I look up at him and see his eyes piercing into mine with hate. I look down," Umm... no."

"Of course you don't you were partying with the boy toy." He scoffs.

"Could we not, talk about it?" I manage to say, softly.

"Yeah.. sure, of course." He says. He gives me an algebra book, he points to the equation saying, "So that's a plus b" I could barely hear him I was just focusing on his lips his smirk his eyes just everything about him was perfect. I leaned in to kiss him, he pulled back. I looked at him, confused and slightly embarrassed.

"I told you Brooke, I don't want this anymore." He gets up and throws the pencil on the table.

"Cameron, I'm sorry okay?" I spat, I look into his eyes " Look. I'm sorry that, I may.... that I'm falling for you--"

"Brooke I can't be the person you go too after Ivan breaks your heart. I wanted to be the person you loved that made you laugh, but after that kiss. I just." He sighs,"I felt something looking down at your innocent face I just, knew that I wanted you." He scoffs, "Now I know that it was a mistake."

"Cameron," I say tears rolling down my face," I know that I made a HUGE mistake, but Cameron I'm yours now, I--"

"Brooke!" He yells. Which makes my heart skip a beat, " Just stop! Stop it with your lies" I look at him my nose flaring and tears running down my cheeks. He breathes out ,"lets just focus I don't want you to fail this test." He says writing down practice equations in the spare notebook for me to do. I look at him and I knew I hurt him and that I would never have him ever again. He tears out the sheet of paper he was writing in and gives it too me.

"Umm, is it okay if I do them at home and give it to on Monday?"

"Yeah." He says," Just remember to show your work."

I smile back to him," Will do."

Cameron's P.O.V

I watched as she packed her bag and left without turning to look at me like she used to. I miss her, her smiles and it tears me apart to see her like this. But I know I'm not the cause that douche bag, Ivan. He's the reason. I don't even know why she kissed him. Let him treat her that way. I could give her better, I would treat her that the queen she is. But she's still stuck on him.

And I'm still stuck on her.

Brooke's P.O.V

My eyes become glossy and I hold in my books to my chest. I walk towards the principals office and I open the door and there I see Ivan kissing another girl. I drop my books.

"Oh my God." I say in shock. He turns to look at me. I scoff and look away. I turn around and open the door to leave. Shaking my head I walk away.

"Brooke wait!" he yells.

"NOTHING YOU CAN EVER SAY WILL MAKE THIS RIGHT!" I yell.

He walks closer to me, tears start to plummet out of my eyes, " Brooke she kissed me, what you didn't see just before you came I pushed her off."

I look him in the eyes and smack him across the face. His jaw flexes

I chuckle, " While kissing her back and shoving you tongue down her throat?" I turn away and he grabs my hand I jerk it away.

"Come on babe don't be like that?" he says.

"Do you call every girl in this school that?"

"No, just you. I promise." he smiles cutely. He rubs my arms, I turn away

"You know what I promise? I promise that if you come with in 3 feet of me I will end you and that whore that you were just kissing. And by the way if you didn't pick up on this we're over, so go grab someone else's ass."

"Brooke, come on, can you forgive me?"

"Bye Ivan." I say my voice shaking. I turn around and walk away while trying to hold in my tears. I looked at my phone and I called my mom.

"Hey mom? Can you please pick me up?"

"Honey, I have to run a double, could you get you teacher to drop you off, I wont be home till 6 am."

"Ok."

"Love you, honey"

"Love you too."

I couldn't ask Cameron for a ride he already resents me and now I resent myself for not believing him. I start to walk out of the school feeling how my insides started to break into little pieces. Walking pass the parking lot I saw Cameron, I walk towards him.

He turns around.

"I feel so stupid."

"What happened why are you crying?"

"You were right Ivan probably fucked more girls than days we've been alive. I feel worse because you told me..." I start to break down," I feel worse because I lost him and I lost you the only person I've ever cared about and," I start to hiccup and tears keep rolling down my cheeks," You hate me and I hate myself but I just need a ride home." I ask holding in cries.

"come here." he says he pushes me into a hug, and I cry against his chest, " You never lost me Brooke, you never will."

It felt good hearing those words, I just needed to be held in his arms.

He pulled away, I look up at him, " Lets get you home." He says.

"No." He looks at me.

"I just want to be with you right now." I say, " Cameron I--"

"Its getting late when your emotional and tired you say things you don't mean, and plus I need to get some sleep too." he says.

"Yeah, yeah." I say, "your right." But he wasn't I loved him and I wanted to be with him, but I messed it up because now he doesn't.

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