Lindsey P.O.V.
I give my bag to Jimmy and Steve. They usually like to carry things around...
I got in the tour bus. Like always, I'm the last one to be picked up.
"You take the bottom bunk," Jennifer said.
"Don't worry, I learned my lesson." I said.
"Good, because you always fall," Jennifer said and laughed. I laughed with her.
"Ready for tour!" Steve said.
"Fuck yeah!" We all said.
"Hit it Burger!" Steve said.
Burger, our bus driver, started to drive off.
Today is our first show for the tour. I was really nervous since I figured out who's going to be on tour with us.
I know I must deal with it because there's now backing out now. I sighed and went to my bunk. I'm going to get some rest first.
"Lindsey! Wake the fuck up!" Jimmy said.
"I'm up! I'm up! I'm up- ow fuck!" I said. I hit my head.
"You really are clumsy." Steve said.
I got out of my bunk. I grabbed my suit case and looked for my stage clothes. Once I got everything, I went to the restroom to change. I put my hair in pigtails and I'm ready to go.
Jimmy was still putting gel in his hair when I left the bus.
I went to were they all had our instruments ready. Our band were one of the first ones to play.
I told one of the roadies that were getting out instruments, to get my bass guitar.
As I waited for my bass, I saw someone walk up here. At first I didn't mind. But once I got my bass and began to walk but bumped into the man. Gosh I'm so clumsy!
"Sorry," I said.
"Lindsey?" Said the tall man dressed in black. It looked like a marching band costume.
I looked at the man's face for the first time. Fuck. I knew I was fucked.
"Mikey?" I said.
"Holy crap! Long time I haven't seen you," Mikey said.
"I can say the same thing." I said.
Please someone save me from this situation. I thought to myself.
"Yeah. How's it been," Mikey asked. I know this is awkward for him, too.
"Busy. Other than that, I've been okay," I said.
"Oh, that's good," Mikey said.
"Lindsey! Jimmy needs to see you!" Steve said.
"Oh, okay. Bye Mikey," I said to him and ran to Steve.
"Bye." Mikey said.
"What does Jimmy need me?" I asked Steve once we're away from Mikey.
"Oh, nothing. I just thought you wanted me to save you from that situation," Steve said.
"Thank you so much, Steve!" I said.
"No problem. I know you want to avoid them," he said.
"Yeah, I kind of do," I said looking at my bass.
"You know, you're going to have to talk it over with him," Steve said.
I sighed. "I really just want to avoid them just now, okay?" I said.
"Alright." Steve said.
I grabbed another water bottle. It was hella hot out here. Especially when you just happen to finish playing a show and you're covered in sweat.
I sat down on a black bench that was there. I had hurt my back a little bit because I tripped over some cords and landed on my back.
"Lindsey, you have got to me more careful next time," Jennifer said taking the seat next to me.
"Sorry. I was having too much fun," I said. I heard my stomach rumble. "Hey I'm hungry, lets go get something to eat."
"Alright." Jennifer said.
She pulled me up from my seat since I was too lazy to get up myself. We headed to the white tent were only band members are aloud to go. That's because it was the only place were band members get food.
There wasn't a lot of us there. That meant there isn't a long line. Thank you!
After Jennifer and I got our plate full of food, we sat down and ate. They served mash potatoes, chicken, tofu, green beans, fruit, and veggie burgers.
In the middle of our conversation, more band members came for dinner. Jimmy and Steve sat next to us.
"No fair, you guys came here before us!" Jimmy said.
"We were hungry," I said.
We usually have weird conversations. But it's quit funny. Sometimes we'll laugh that we sometimes choke on our food.
Since I was finish first than anyone of us, I went to go throw away my trash.
I guess I wasn't the only one who had finished. When I threw away my trash, someone else came up. I turned around and bumped into a guy with black hair and in a marching band costume.
His trash fell to the ground since I bumped into him. I held my breath since I knew who this guy was.
It's Gerard.
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck,, fuck, shit, fuck, fuck fuck! I thought to myself.
"Uh, sorry, Lindsey," Gerard said picking up his trash.
"Uh. Yeah. I'm sorry too," I quickly said.
Nobody here knows about us except for our bands. I can feel their eyes on us. Suddenly, a woman in the same hair color as Gerard comes up and throws her trash too.
"Babe, are you okay?" She said giving me an evil and held Gerard's hand.
"Yeah." Gerard said.
"Well, nice to meet you again, I must go now," I said and began to walk away.
I bit my lip as I walked to our tour bus. I don't want to cry. I can't cry. I closed the door and went straight to my bunk.
Nobody is here. Of course they're not, they're all at dinner. I said to myself.
I don't like tears, but I'm starting to cry. I buried my face into my pillow and cried.
This is why I promise myself not to fall in love with anybody.
"Lindsey!" I heard Jennifer say.
"G-go away." I said.
"Lindsey. I saw what happened. I'm so sorry," she said.
"Why are you sorry for something you didn't do?" I asked.
"Come here," Jennifer said.
I got out of my bunk and cried into Jenn's shoulder.
"There, there baby girl," Jennifer said.
"I-I told you he forgot about me!" I cried.
"He's a fuckhead for it," I heard Jimmy say.
"But you should of seen how she saw me!" I said.
"The bitch?" Steve said.
I laughed a little bit, "yes, the bitch," I said.
"You know what, his lost! You are better than that bitch and he knows that," Jennifer said.
"I am," I asked whipping away the tears.
"Like twenty million times better!" Steve said.
I gave a small smile. "You guys are the best," I said.
"We know," they all said and gave me a big hug.
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