More than Music

Chapter 1

Hey guys this is my first book thing...a little nervous please leave comments for me and tell me how I'm doing thanks!
Hayden

EmmasPOV
I was fast asleep dreaming, I was at the ocean with Jay when I told him I loved him then black out, it was over the dream lost forever he was gone and there was my father.

JaysPOV

I was almost to Emmas' house.  She was going to die when she saw what I got her for her birthday. Tickets, not just any tickets, 5 Seconds of Summers' world tour...I was going to tell her how I feel..I loved her, I always have...

EmmasPOV

*gasp* I woke up crying, looking at the clock, it's only twenty minutes till I have to get up. I decide to go back to sleep.

JaysPOV

I waltzed in to Emma's house saying hi to Cash, Emma's brother and Cassidi, Emma's mom, she offered me toast. I passed, telling her I was going to wake up Emma if that was ok,
she replied
"Yes of course, how's your mom?" I shrugged "Okay I guess she is missing living out here by you guys."
"We miss here too... Tell her she should come over and to bring Joe and Sam we miss them all so much" I smiled softly and said
"Thank you and she would love to she should be over any day now I'm going to go wake up Emma."

I opened her door quietly seeing all her CDs on the floor scattered her laptop was on with a stack of about twenty freshly burned CDs labeled to Emma love Mom. I looked over to see Emma asleep in her over sized T-shirt (which I gave her on her 15th birthday) with the words that stated " Music speaks when words can't" with her pink spandex and her brownish red hair in a messy bun on top of her head looking as beautiful as ever.

I looked closely to see her tear stained cheeks, another nightmare about her dad I'm guessing she should've called. I would of been there to hold her tell it was all ok, but sadly once again reality tells me I'm wrong and that it will never be.

I leaped on to her bed to wake her up
"Off," she yelled playfully, clearly wanting me to keep jumping on her bed. I shook her she giggled and hit me. I hugged her close
"Happy Birthday Em!" She smiled then grunted then blushed a little bit she is so adorable
"Thanks Jay...present?"
I laughed then giving her a small package with a card...she opened it right away, her delicate fingers carefully opening the card that read.

" We'll never be as young as we are now'
Happy birthday Emma
Hope you are free on the 23rd
Because you are going to meet...
5 Seconds of Summer on their rock out with your socks out tour!
Love
Jay "

EmmasPOV

I sat star struck for a minute looking at him with glassy eyes before leaping on to him kissing his cheek (in a best friend way) and crying tears of joy into his chest as he sang "She Looks so Perfect " to me in his amazing voice, I loved it when he sang to me I cry a little longer thinking about my dream he rubbed my back I sobbed into his chest he asked "Nightmare?" I nod slowly he went back to singing till I calmed down, he grabbed a red flannel and some black leggings and white converse. And handed them to me I head to the bathroom to put the outfit on.

JaysPOV

After she left I ran to the pickup and grabbed a pony tail then came back and sat on the corner of her bed then I look over and saw a pencil sharpener with no blade thinking no...no...no...not again.

EmmasPOV

I came back, I sat down on the floor in front of Jay, he french braided my hair as he does every day while I do my make-up , then we run out the door to his old Chevy pick up and head to school. In silence the only words spoken were "Blue Eyes Crying in the Rain" by Willie Nelson, then I knew he knew about...everything.