Strange Love

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melhood: hey harry. what happened? why did you do that? pls answer as soon as you can..

harrystyles: hi mel. i just read what was going on in the groupchat. i'm so sorry it's all my fault

melhood: no it's not your fault. srsly. you were right when you said kelly was not good for louis. why does she hate me? 

harrystyles: you did nothing wrong. she's just.. idk what to say. she destroys the friendship between louis and me. i want them to break up but i also don't want louis to be sad..

melhood: poor louis. but let's talk about you. why did you do that? there has to be a reason why someone wants to kill himself. you can tell me everything. 

harrystyles: how has your day been?

melhood: harry, please. 

harrystyles: oh I see, you don't wanna talk about your day..

melhood: my day was good, okay? so.. tell me the truth 

harrystyles: my day was also good

melhood: ...

harrystyles: i'm sorry, mel.. i can't tell you everything. there are some things that nobody knows about me and it's okay. i don't have to fucking tell them anything.. 

melhood: it's okay if you don't wanna talk to me, but i live on another continent, far away from you so maybe it's much easier for you to tell me something than to tell others..

harrystyles: that's the beauty of a secret. you know you're supposed to keep it.. 

melhood: that's right.

harrystyles: yes, it is. 

melhood: ...

harrystyles: i'm in love 

melhood: okay, is that the reason why you wanted to kill yourself?

harrystyles: maybe it sounds stupid but yes.. it's not like 'uuh i fell in love with someone who doesn't love me back now i wanna kill myself'. trust me it's fucking difficult. my life is a mess. everything i do is a mess. my lover is strange and i think i shouldn't even fall in love with this person but it is what it is..

melhood: who is it? you wanted to commit suicide because of that person. who is that person? she has to be something very special..

harrystyles: yes 'she' is..

melhood: but it doesn't even matter who she is, the point is you shouldn't kill yourself! you shouldn't even think about it! i know it is way easier to say it than to do it but please, harry, please think about it. if you're sad you can reach for your guitar and play and sing everything that burns on your heart. it helps a lot. music helps a lot. 

harrystyles: you're right but it is really not that easy. i think it's impossible for me to be happy. 
melhood: it's not. one day we will meet and then we're gonna have a lot of fun. then you are happy even if it's just a moment but this moment was worth it. 

harrystyles: at the moment you are the only person who cares.. thank you for this, thank you for everything. 

melhood: thanks for being a friend..

harrystyles: okay the doctor has to check my blood pressure. see you 

melhood: okay.. 





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