harrystyles: i'm such a loser.
melhood: what? why?
harrystyles: i destroy everything.
melhood: what happened?
harrystyles: i'm a fucking sucker..
melhood: pls tell me what happened
harrystyles: i destroyed the friendship between louis and me.
melhood: how?
harrystyles: i kissed him.
melhood: you kissed him? why?
harrystyles: ...
melhood: you can tell me everything you know.
harrystyles: because i'm in love with this damn idiot.
melhood: what? you're gay?
harrystyles: yes, damn.
melhood: that's okay. i'm sure he agrees with me. it's not bad to be gay.
harrystyles: he's not longer my best friend beacause of that..
melhood: is he the reason why you wanted to kill yourself?
harrystyles: i wanted to end all this pain. he is everywhere i go. everyone i see. i can't stand this anymore.
melhood: so he doesn't accept that you are gay?
harrystyles: he would. but i kissed him eventough i know he is taken. he didn't know that i'm not straight. nobody knew. that was my secret. now he knows my secret.
melhood: but why did you kiss him now?
harrystyles: i haven't got enough time to wait..
melhood: what does it mean?
harrystyles. that's my secret now. and this time i'm supposed to keep it.
melhood: i'm sure he still wants to be your best friend.
harrystyles: no. trust me. he's disappointed i think.
melhood: but what is your secret?
harrystyles: you will find out one day..
melhood: you should try to talk with him again.
harrystyles: the kiss felt so right. was it a dream? but it wasn't. it was real. he returned the kiss that's what confuses me..
melhood: maybe he has some feelings for you and now he is insecure. maybe that is why he wants distance..
harrystyles: i don't think so.. i'm just a reject.
melhood: you aren't. i like you the way you are if you are gay or straight. i don't care, you know?
harrystyles: i hope this all ends very soon..
melhood: what?
harrystyles: nothing..
harrystyles: btw i will travel to australia as soon as i can to meet you
melhood: WHAT
harrystyles: yes. when i'm home again i will look for a job so i can earn money to travel to australia. you are the only person who doesn't let me down. i'm so thankful for that
melhood: why do you wanna do all those things now?
harrystyles: it's like i said. i don't have enough time to wait..
melhood: what does that mean?
harrystyles: oh it's dinner time here in the hospital. i have to go offline
melhood: okay bye
harrystyles: bye
