She's probably going to beat the SHIT out of me for this.
She said not to let ANYONE see this.
But it's too beautiful not to show.
I love you Everdeen!!<3
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I'm so sick and tired
Of the drama and lies
That I've hidden away
From the things I despise
I've locked the door
Letting nothing in
I'm starting to think
Of how good it had been
Scared and lonely
My heart is aching
I think that soon
It will be breaking
Hurting and exhausted
I fear for my life
Nervous and shaking
I pick up the knife
Pain and blood
I scream for your name
With the look in your eyes
I know you're ashamed
You help me stand up
My wrist is burning
You look into my eyes
And my heart is yearning
For you to say something
For you to just see me
For you to aknowledge
For you to see clearly
Then all of the sudden
You turn to me and say
"I know this is hard,
But it'll be okay."
After all the pain is over
I realize the scar will never be gone
It's a reminder of the terrible thing that I did
I realize that it was extremely wrong
If you ever want to end your life
Think of how much that you'll miss
Your sweet sixteen, your new baby sis
You might even miss your very first kiss.
The End
