Beep. Beep. Beep. What's that sound. I think to myself as I start to move my body. I slowly start to open my eyes and see Shane sitting across the room. Where am I? I think to my self as I look around. Another hospital? What happened? I'm so confused and scared. I try to sit up but I can barely move. I'm still trying to remember what happened to me. When I finally realized what happened to me I was sitting up with my knees hugged tightly to my chest. My wrist is wrapped with a white ace-bandage thingy. It's then that I realize that Shane is staring at me.
"Ash?" His voice is shaky but yet very quite. He's been crying I can tell because his eyes are all red and puffy. "Ash.." He says sadly. I just look at him as a reply. "Do you remember anything?" I just shake my head lightly as he explains what happened.
"J...Justin left me?!" I say wanting to be mad but can't really blame him. "I knew he would leave me. Just like everyone else.." I didn't realize that I was crying until I felt a tear fall onto my shirt. He left?! He promised! I fucking knew it. I was so stupid! I scream inside my head.
"Ash.. It's not your fault." I didn't know what to say so I just stayed quite and nodded my head slightly. When I finally get the will to speak I can only get out a few words.
"How long was I out?" By the look on his face I can tell it's not a good thing.
"Almost a month.." I was astonished. Almost a month?! Did i really cut that deep?!
"When can I be released?"
"They said they want to run a couple more test and then when you wake up they can check you out."
"Have my parents been home?" My parents are on a cruise. They said if I needed them to call. Which is very redundant because they won't have cell service.
"No.." Well great just great. I'm home alone for probably another five to six months. Great parenting skills guys. I think to myself as a nurse walks in and notices I'm awake. She introduces herself. Her name is June. She says she just want to take a few more test then after that I can go home. I look at Shane and give him that "I don't want to be alone at my house please stay the night" look. He obviously knew what I was thinking because he just smiled and nodded. After the test were done the nurse said that I was able to go home. I have to take anti-depressants. Shane handed me a pair of my ripped skinny jeans and a t-shirt that says The Story So Far. It's my favorite shirt that he wears. I love the band too. He hands me my black beanie and a comb when I walk towards the bathroom to change as he walks out to check me out of the hospital. I change into the clothes as I just think about everything. My thoughts get interrupted when I hear a knock on the door.
"Ash?" I hear Shane call me.
"Hmm. You can come in." I say in a sweet voice. He peeks his head in and smiles.
"Ready to go?" He asks as I nod. "My car is here so we'll take mine okay?" I nod as an okay. I just wanted to go home and sleep more. I'm so tired from all the crying. We drive to my house and on the way back we stop for some ice cream. Shane knows me so well he got me my favorite type of ice cream, mint chocolate chip. What a great best friend. I think to myself as we pull up in the drive way.
