Crown The Empire

Chapter 7

Ok this time we left off where Jake and Joey take a picture of Emily and Andrew together and say stuff but do people comment back to agree or disagree?

Dream

I was alone in the woods walking untill i hear you dont deserve Andy, just hurry up and leave him u hoe, Andy deserves a whole lot better then u, why would he choose you, your ugly, your fat, you should think about self harming, just kill yourself, no one likes you, JUST DIEE!!!   I ear all those things in my head at once i drop onto my knees and start to scream and cry saying STOP STOP STOP While still crying.

Dream over

Emilys POV

I wake up realizing in qlone in the bed and im  sweating and scared thinking to myself why does andy like me im fat, im ugly, and he does deserve better. I get out of bed and also realize no one else is sleeping  so i go to the bathroom and lock the door. I go to the mirror and look at my self

" im ugly, im fat, worthless" i say to myself i start to look for a razor or i found one i got my wrist i was shacking. I did three lines on my wrist leaving out the pain and saying the things in my head. After doing the three lines i put the razor in my pocket with my shorts and wipe the blood. I get out of the bathroom and go to the lounge but still behind the door hiding my left arm. I see everyone was awake on the phones.

" Andy?" i say

" yea" he looks up from his phone

" do you have a sweater that i can use" i ask

" yea let me get it for you " he says almost getting up

" NO! " i say and everyone looks at me

" no sorry i can get it myself " i say quietly

"its ok um in my black small suit case and there about 3 i think " he says

" ok thank you" i say heading back to the bunks and getting the small black suit case and opening it. I get the black hoodie so if the blood goes through you wont see so i put it on and when i pull the sweater over and pulls the sleeves i look at the cuts and see hair and small lint balls in it. So i get them out slowly. I hear two knocks

" yea?" i say

" can i come in" I hear andys voice

" uhh yea " i sit down on andyland and look down sadly as he opens the door

" whats wrong" he says and he sits next to me

" uh nothing why" i ask him

" cause your sorda acting diffrent" he says

" IM NOT ACTING DIFFRENT MAYBE ITS JUST YOU!" I scream and stand up

" whats wrong" he stands up after me

" OH NOW THERES SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME" I scream again

" no i nev" i cutt him off

" YOU KNOW WHAT I NEED TO GO" I say walking out going to the lounge

" wheres my phone" i say with an attitude